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感情随着时间而慢慢的淡化了。

2011-01-22T00:49:00.003+08:00

你会不会再次属于我的？I don't know. 1 month already.. You left.. You just left , for 1 month.. It hurts , you know ? But what else , what else can i do other than trying to get that kind of pain away ?

Do you know how much i wish you would hold me back ? But you didnt. How much i wish you were mine again ? But you are not. Everything.. Every memories we had once , were still kept in my mind.. Once in awhile , i don't know why but it just run through my mind.. When i thought of those words you said , i smiled. The way you actually treated me , not sad but happy..

Am i foolish ? Stupid ? To believe you once and again and again tht you were true.. That you will be with me everytime.. ?

When i needed you the most , needed your shoulder , needed your words , needed your warmth , needed your hug , tell me. Tell me . Where had you gone to ? When the time i need you , you aint here for me at all. Instead , you left me alone behind.

We drifted.. But I didnt realise at all.. I gave you my trust.. You didnt treasure but again and again you break it..

All this while , we've been through so much together.. All this while , i tried my best to show you how much i love you.. All this while , i done so much... But things didnt get better and everything ended at th finish line..

You might not wish to care , you might not want to care , i cant do anything.. Until now , my love for you didnt change , didnt get any lesser.. But i have to. I have to continue my life as per normal..

I no longer be able to give you what you want.. I might not be able to be th one you love and care.. But remember , im here for you. I wont be the me last time.. But my heart will still remain the same .

Promise will still remain as promise.. But i cant keep some of it.. It doesnt matter to you anymore anyway..

With loves , (':

2010-12-19T17:17:00.001+08:00

Im sorry... )':

2010-12-18T21:38:00.005+08:00

I waited. I told myself its late reply late reply.. But it was th lie that i told all myself all this while. Its not late reply anymore.. The fact is you won't reply.. I pretended tht i don't care . But i still mind. I mind everything ! Whatever i say now is useless.. I wish i wouldnt have told you anything. I wish at that point of time i would just act like as if im fine with it just like what i did for the past few months. It was all my fault. My fault.. If i didnt told you , at least now , im still able to text you like the way it is last time.. I wanted to tell you iloveyou. But i couldnt.. I wanted to joke with you , tease you. But i couldnt... I wanted to share with you my problems. But i couldnt. Everything is pointless now. Im so afraid. Ever since tht day , i had nightmares every night.. I woke up with fear.. And i cant sleep back.I dont dare to take a look at rj and xyj. Because everytime i look at them , i cried. I used to put them lying down tgt and sleep. But now , i didnt. I separated them instead. I used to hug them while sleeping but now , i turn and face the wall and sleep. I lost my appetite.. I skip my lunch. My dinner , i ate for th sake of eating.. I like got so many things i wanted to say. But idk how to. Th pain is seriously killing me.. I wanted to cry everything out... I wanted to turn to someone and tell everything.. Who can i turn to ? My family ? I cant. You ? I cant. I need someone to lend me their shoulder... I need someone to be my listening ear.. 我好烦。Idk what should i do.. Sometimes i really like want to die.. I wanted to ___ ....... I wish i could hug you right now. I wish you were here with me.. But i know its impossible..

2010-12-17T13:20:00.004+08:00

When i needed you , where were you ?
When i needed your comfort , where were you ?
When all this thing happens , what were you doing ?
When everything almost ended , what were you feeling ?
You aint with me everytime i needed you..
You told me you will be there for me no matter what happens.
But you didnt.
How many promises have you made to me ?
And how many times have you kept your promises ?

Everything changes now.. Right now..
I won't be the old me
who will cry and cry and cry..
who will just let myself suffer tht kind of pain..
who will do nth and hoping tht everything will be fine..
who will mind / jealous so much when you talk to __ ..
Cuz i know
no matter how much effort i've put in ,
to make myself a better gf ,
it wont help..

This relationship is not only me that should be doing everything..
This relationship is between you and me.
Every problem we faced , we should settle it together.
Not letting one person to face it all by him/herself .
And from this , i told myself .
You don't care , I don't care.

"never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."
If you loses me one day , don't regret.

You hurt me so much but you don't give a damn
You make a promise but you don't give a damn and break it just like nobody business.

Thanks for making me realize all this.
Thanks for your heckcare-ness that make me realize tht since you don't care , why should i ?
Thanks for showing me you enjoy your life so much even though we quarrel and make me feels that i should enjoy my life too.
Thanks for your everything.

But remember , even if you make me realise all this , my love for you won't change .
Just that i will be a stronger person next time...

If one day , another person has become your gf , remember : Treat her better.

2010-12-17T01:23:00.002+08:00

明知道我爱你，却不敢靠近你。我还怕失去你，宁愿沉默不语。我假装不在意，反而通了自己。多痛都可以，不能没有你。只想永远永远爱你。你知不知道我也没关系。

2010-12-16T13:41:00.007+08:00

Everything seems like a dream , a nightmare to me.. Im so confuse.. I told you what i feel , but everything changes thn. Maybe th way i said is abit ... I just wanted you to know.. It had been bothering me for so long.. I guess i regretted. Sometimes , i wonder , how much do i mean to you ? Some one who you can forget easily or someone tht means alot to you ? Idk th ans.. I know i gave you alot of troubles.. And i feels tht im a burden to you , am i ? All this while i am trying to make you feel happy.. I tried using many ways , but ite , you seems not to be happy at all. For whatever i do , its all for you. You know ? You dont.. Ytd , at tht moment , your promises bcame a lie.. And i can somehow conclude all this : Will i have you forever ? No i dont . Will i lose you one day ? Yes , i will. Will i be th one you love forever ? No , i wont. Why must you ask if i want to break or what , everytime we quarrel or whatever ? Maybe for you , its easy to say . But you dk th person who receive those words , will hurt tht much. Do you know because of this words you said , i cried for th whole night ? Till i fell aslp ? And whn i wake up , whn i open my eyes , I cried again.. I felt so tired but i couldnt go back to slp at all . Two hours and more.. I lie on my bed crying for two hours and more. Till i go back to sleep again. And this time whn i wake up again , i continue to cry.. Th moment i close my eyes , I kept thinking... Am i a good girlfriend ? I guess im not or yes , im not. Idk what you are feeling.. Sometimes i felt tht i've bcome th boy and you've bcome th girl. I dont like it. Im a girl. I just want to feel tht im being loved by someone . Thts all. I dun need you to buy anything for me , i dun need you to spend money on me . I dun need all this. Ytd tht msg i've sent , is not totally bcus i dun like you keep late replying me. But i just want to know how much i mean to you.. At th very last part of th msg , I know , if i sent it , i may regret it . Cuz i already said , its up to you if you want reply my msg or wht. And i know , i cant blame you , bcuz thts wht i said.. I cant take back my words.. I guess th next time i see you , i'll return you th ring. Take it back. I just want you to make your mind clear. If you really can love me . If you really can be happy whn your with me. If i really mean tht much to you. Thn you give me back again.. Not saying i want break.. But just be truthful to yourself.. Im afraid to know th ans. Im afraid tht i really am going to lose you.. Even if im afraid , i have to accept th fact.. Maybe you will feel much more happier if im not with you..

I want you to know , all this while , i really love you alot. Even whn you late reply me , even whn we quarrel , even whn you ask me i want break or not , i still love you... You just mean so much to me...

And dun treat me tht good anymore... I dun deserve tht..

So petty

2010-10-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

Ohmy , today boring.. Okay. Just wan say something. 做人大方一点好不好。-.-

FML TTVFM.

2010-10-17T19:05:00.003+08:00

Today morning woke up at 5++ . Wanted to get back to sleep. But i couldnt. I was thinking all the time Why should i change the way life it is for me now ? God had make it like this and no matter wht i do , it will still be like this. Maybe if i tried changing it , it will just happen it ltr. But after all , it'll still happen , am i right ? Everything that happens in my life is meant to be like this. There's no point for me to change and mess up my whole life. And so many things just came to my mind..

如果我什么也不理，什么也不管，那我会过得跟好吗？如果我不在这个世界，那我身边的人会活得跟快乐吗？也许吧。如果人没有了心那该多好。可以不必感受到悲伤。。。在我的生命里早已没有了希望但充满了绝望。我不会再给自己太多的希望。因为到头来我会伤的跟深。勇气也早已消失了。。我没有勇气对待每一件事。也没有勇气再站起来。跟没有勇气面对这个世界。。。。。

Joker of the day : Mubarika. clapclap

2010-10-05T16:01:00.007+08:00

Today morning quite late. 7 still at hse downstairs. Thn faster chiong. Reach school just in time. Assembly. And thn talktalk. Changed and had pe lesson. Today's quite interesting. Powerpuff girl almost scored but ite , din. As usual , anyhow whacked. Thn sorfina suddenly say geraldine bubbles , jiaxin buttercup and me blossom. LOL. Thn played full court. Joined with supernova. Wah , hadi they all play damn nice lahh. And help cher packed the things. Went down. Thn mother tongue. Kns. Zhang Yan damn guailan.
Me : Cher , ytd ws whn pass up ?
ZhangYan : I later need use already
Me : AHHH
ZhanYan : Left one week to your exam. What do you expext ? Still ahhhhhhhhhhh.
Me : *smile* ohh. * walk to my place. Jitao show geraldine -.- face*
All translated one ! Zzzzz. Thn go thru paper. Wan sleep already. After that recess. Bought food. Wah , R damn bhb lahh. I saw him thn he like do th very guai action. Kns. Act guai lahh. Ate. Thn talktalk. Mubarika suddenly say LHL very hot. (slowly guess th name) Funny ttm lahh. Is like... Hahah. If you know th name , cfm damn funny. Thn chem. While walking to lab , mubarika suddenly say timothy just now angry. She show the way he throw the bag. Funny ! Thn chem. Sit with jiaxin. Ms chan damn funny. Dareen dk say wht i dun like black people or whteva de. Thn ms chan say sometimes i dun like short pepo. If im not wrong , this is wht geraldine tell me. Kay , thn eng. I like nehver really pay attention. But i got listen wht farida teaching lahh. Thn whn copy correction tht time , Farida suddenly call my name. Wah i chuatio lohh cuz normally she wont call me de. Unless i forgot pass up hw like tht time the situational writing and if i haven copy finish things.
Farida : Xinyan
Me : *chuatio* HUH?!
Farida : Is this your book ?
Me : *relieved* No * show my book *
Farida : This person's handwriting look like yours. All squeeze together. But this person's handwriting can see. Yours cant. Everytime i mark your work , i have to use magnifying glass. Microscopic handwriting.
Me : Laughs
And th class started laughing. LOL. Thn end english. Geraldine wanted to go toilet. But sam say Ms chan outside. So ite nehver go. But stand bhind th class with jasper sam darrren hakeem janice and geraldine. Talk bout something. Thn mdm jamila came. We continue. But after tht she stare , all faster walk away. Thn hakeem say wah like having some meeting sial. LOL. Really , we like having meeting. LOl. Thn geog. Siandie. As usual. Thn me and sorfina like damn stupid. Whn she say i suck , I say i rock you stone. But she say you rock i scissor. Thn second time she say i suck , i say i rock you scissor. But she say you rock i stone. HAHAHA. 没默契. After tht walked to ws. Thn sarish texted geraldine. After tht like hide and seek. Got one time he walk thn we also walk. Thn got this group of guys sitting on the floor. They purposely put their leg straight whn we walk towards them. I saw , thn i hack care. Just cross over their leg. Thn geraldine also. They kick her. Kns. Thn after tht , me and geraldine zao to toilet. While running accidentally kick until some one plastic bag. I turn faster say sry and zao. I heard them say we siao ? Kns. We after tht run to popular , saw him , faster squat down. Geraldine squat down accidentally hit something and it drop. I kip laugh, Her action funny ttm. Thn waited for sam and guoyi to come. Ite , they came. Sam somehow chuatio , like dk we squatting there. Me and geraldine chuatio also. Walk out of popular. After tht awhile jiu go out ws. Thn talk. Quite ......... Thn home-d. Nao blogging. Hope i din miss out anything funny. At ws tht time is super funny. Geraldine should know !!! :D

Im gonna take one step back. Its all up to you now.

Dare say , dare admit.

2010-10-04T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hi ! Today , twinny valentine super late again. 7.20 thn reach. Hahah. Faster chiong to school. Thn reach school 7.24 just nice. Thn ms chan came. She tell me and geraldine " Your are getting later and later uh. Last time everytime sit infront now , behind. " Laughs. Thn assembly. Back to class. Chiong dnt. OHMYGAWD. I really don't understand lahh. After tht was dnt. Do the ws. Finally understand abit. Get out of my way man , DNT. After tht lit. Oh , todays lesson kinda interesting. Din fell aslp. :D Recess. Super crowded. Hot sial. Geraldine told me about her cousin. Seriously , funny. Give me a clap. LOL. After tht geog. Sat at marco place. Talked to jasper. Oh man , he damn joker lahh. We was talking bout something thn suddenly link to camp and all those shit. Really , he funny ttm. Thn mother tongue. Told geraldine something. Zhangyan damn bad can. I really urgent. Wan go toilet. She dont allow. Thn slept while she was talking. Nice. Thn finally can go toilet. Do ws again. Thn eng. As usual mdm farida scold again. But not as much. Well , she damn cute today. She called me and ask for 1 of my ws. Thn i thot i handed up. The conversation.
Farida : XINYAN
Me : * while talking to geraldine * YES ?
Farida : Whr's your addition facility situational writing ?
Me : I handed up. Ehhhh , wait i think haven.
*Run to my table*
Me : Nah , this one uh ? I do the whole correction instead of just the topic sentence lehh. Some people tell me to write everything. Nehmind hor ?
Farida : It's okay.
Me : *stare at her *
Farida : See , you have. *smile*
Me : *blur and walk away*
Thn i tell geraldine. Kinda bastard. Omg , Farida smiled to me !! LOL. Thn lessons continue. After school , went find mrs hudd. Thn walk to whitesand. Aaron damn bastard. Janice damn bad. Whn i do th high pitch woice she zao.. ): Reach ws. R find me. Thn ask them should i go temple anot. No decision. So went value shop. They bought things. Went 5th floor. Geraldine tried to open her super ring. Cant. Thn JoJo tried. Cant. I tried cant. R tried. Cant. I try again. Cant. JoJo again. Cant. Wanted to use key. But cant. Thn I try again. Finally , can. AWESOME ME. Thn played R phone. Guoyi and Sam came. Geraldine told me sth. Geraldine , You know , he know , i know can alr. Hahah. Thn I kip ask them want go temple not. THn this geraldine kip curse me. Fcuk you. I WONT FAIL. CHOY. Thn R also. Train-ed to simei. Thinking want go anot. Thn finally decided to go. Burnt. ): Thn walk home. From pasir ris sec there to sime. ^^ R so bad !! Slack. He hor. SO ADORABLE LAHH. Seriously. :D Thn home. End post. Bye

Sry . I won't give a damn , seriously. Go on.. I can only say , you treat her like your dog. Please , don't treat her like your substitute. She shant be treated like this. If you want to lie , thn lie properly kay. As expected , your same old reasons. Tsktsk. Nehmind. Forget it. Really , up to you lahh hor. Whether everything will be fine or wht , its all up to you. Your choice tells the ending.

Labels : suck thumb ^^

Perfectly ??

2010-10-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Jiaxin told me sth just nao. Which is we left a few weeks tgt , why not end this year happily ? Talking about this topic , is not me who don't want. But it was her. Her fcuking character , her fcuking attitude , her fcuking way of doing things that changed everything. I and i think most of us too , had tolerated her attitude and character for such a long time. And nao , she has pushed her limit to the extend tht i seriously want to give her one tight slap right in her face. Well , i cant say tht you guys have the same ways of how i feel towards her. But by her daily actions , you should know why am i feeling this way towards her.. Some of you should know the feeling. Well , shall not mention who lahh. I really feel so disgusted whn she suck up to people , whn she have no originality and have to copy people , whn she wants to attract attention. Why the fcuk must she do this ? And make so many people hate her ? All this , had made me fcuking piss for like so long. I kept quiet. But i seriously cannot tahan anymore alright. To end this year perfectly , happily , weill , i doubt i can do so. But i will try.. There's something we can do to end this year happily. Either i ignore her , or she change. But her way of attracting attention is super power tht i cant ignore her. She attracted so much of my attention. Congratz to her thn. Lol. After all , i will still try.

*NOT aiming anyone except her*

031010 ^^ ♥

2010-10-03T18:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH , R !!!

Today's is the 4th ohh. Although cant be with you , but yeah ... Still very happy. :D My damndamndamn supersupersupersuper ADORABLE R. Lovedieyou lahh. R uh , I wun slap you de. Nehver ever. So stop dreaming. Wake up !!! Lol. Anw , good luck for your exams !! Must study !

Labels : How long will it last ? ^^

Whr is your originality , girl ?

2010-10-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

Quite a random title. But Yeah. Somehow kinda piss with someone lahh. If you know. Nehmind. She should not be in this post after this. Today nth much. Was kinda moody lahh. Awww. Well texted amelia. Hey , we're awesome yeah . :D *clapsclaps* OHMYGAWD. CHEMISTRY IS KILLING ME SERIOUSLY. ITS SUPER DIFFICULT. HELP ME MAN !! ): I've to chiong homework already. Wish me luck. Ahhh. Heheh. 031010. (: another 2 hr and 25 mins. Okay , nth much alr. Bye (:

Labels : Your love is my everything.

Think before you say anything , bitch.

2010-10-01T20:43:00.004+08:00

HI. Today was okay ? Morning met twinny valentine. She super late. 7.17 thn reach bus stop. Walk to school. Assembly. Thn went back class. Amelia texted most of us saying she dw come school. All chuatio. Dk wht happen. Called her. Din pick up. Awhile ltr she came. I saw her go toilet and her eyes red. So ask Mr Yue can go toilet not. He damn lame. Ask me go toilet for wht. I shouted go pee uh. LOl. But yeah , faked de. Went toilet , asked amelia wht happen. She say she was late. She hor. Play me and jiaxin. KNS. Take toilet paper went in , and came out and went in and came out. And th point is me and jiaxin followed her all the while. KNS. Okay , so ah fong came. Went com lab. Shiok ttm. Thn after tht do. Went geog room. Th fan directly blowing at me and geraldine. SUPER NICE. After math , i tell him i dun understand. Thn he say wait awhile. I very impatient so i say aiya , next time lahh. Thn he say whn your next time ? Hahah. He bad lahh. I say so many time bye cher bye cher bye cher , he din even say bye to me. Chey ! After tht recess. Din eat. Talk talk talk. Saw ahfong. Called him to ask math. He ask me wait again. Finally , he came. I saw him taking a packet of rice. Ask him why nehver blanja me. He damn bad. Give me tht look. After tht janice started saying tht time mr chen treat our class pizzas. So i tell ahfong must treat us better. And again , he give me th kp face. Wah , damn bad. But was kidding with him all the while. Thn idk why i suddenly shouted using a damn high pitch voice. LOl. They like chuatio. Dk why i do. Thn music. While waiting for mr lim , i do the high pitch voice again. Geraldine say sounds like a bird. Morning everytime will have de. Dk wht bird is tht. Hahah. Kip do. :D Thn mr lim din came. So went class. I colouring , thn sam and jasper kip dsiao. Realise he got new shoe. So i wanted to "draw" on it everytime he dsiao me. Thn got one time he say 不要不要。听我说我的story 先。 HAHAH. Damn dramatic. I draw on jasper hand and it bleeds. Sry. After music , Jasper told me something. OHMYGAWD. Do you think you are pretty ? Even if she ugly , i think she is better thn you oh. But yeah , she's not ugly lahh pls. Okay , thn eng. Nothing much. As usual , mdm farida scold. Tried to turn th book using one finger but failed. Thn chem. Marco block my view. Thn sit his place. Jasper kip disturb. I write thn he say very slow. Argh. Stupid squirrel. End school. Walk with geraldine and jojo. Yeah , geraldine you know.. Uh huh.. Yeah , and im sure you know wht i mean here.. Hahah. Thn after tht told geraldine sth. She totally forgot tht i told her once. And her reaction whn she know now and last time , TOTALLY TH SAME LAHH. Thn ws. Saw xin le. KFC. They damn funny lahh. After tht , bought thing from mac and went back kfc. Geraldine want go buy present for her mum so went beauty language. Thn popular next year, Help my dearest giinyi mummy find her thing. But dun have. Geraldine buy a card for her mum. Damn nice ! Whn she pay and th person say th price , i totally shock tio. It cost $11.20 !! OHMYGAWD. Seriously is cheat pepo money. She also chuatio. Went Japan home. Sent geraldine to the bus stop. Thn got alot of bic. We were discussing about th colours. Got one is a blue but idk wht blue is tht. Geraldine say she think is babyblue. I was like huh got this colour de uh . I ask her , thn got babypurple anot uh. Damn stupid. Hahah. :D After tht , home-d.

Labels : You changed my life.

加油，韩欣衍！

2010-09-29T15:20:00.005+08:00

2nd post. Title damn random. Jiayous for upcoming exams ! okay :D Today morning twinny valentine told me she got my disease of being late. Wtfcuk. ITS NOT LIKE THIS. She pass it to me and i pass it back to her. So train-ed to pasir ris. Saw R. Thn walked. Saw aaron at mac. So walk tgt. Reached bus stop. Geraldine haven reach. Waited. Finally , she reached thn aaron go shout damn fcuking loud. Sibehh paisehh. Okay , thn went school. Walk super slow cuz Geraldine want sit bhind. Thn reach school they tell us say left a few seconds and we will be late ? Lol. So faster chiong. Assembly. And after assembly , whole class tio spot check. Took out everything. Omgawd. Thn whn my turn , mdm zaidah check my bag , she took my sweet. But was like no more already. Just left the box. I forgot throw away. Hahah. Xinle damn suay lahh. Her biscuits and alot of things kena confiscated. Thn sam's turn. Mdm zaidah say , " you din bring much book uh " LOl. After spot check went class. Changed. Ms chan came. She say got tcher complain say some of our class pepo everytyme late for lesson. Thn go toilet very long and whn they come back , got smoke smell on them ? Lol.. And tht was the reason why we kena spot check ? Rubbish. After that was P.E. SUPER AWESOME MAN !!! The girls' group name damn childish. Power Ranger , Power Puff Girl , Teletubbies and Kt5. Hahah. Played floorball. Monkey ! :D Thn match. Wahlao the power ranger damn siao de. Whn the ball came to me , thn all chiong and started anyhow whack . All aim my leg there. Kns.. Thn I kip chase the ball like some crazy woman. Damn tired sial.. After tht changed. Thn match again. PowerPuff Girl vs KT5. Wah , i did something stupid. I leave the goal post ?! AND KT5 SCORE. ): sry... Nehmind. I ran and ran and ran until my leg like jellyfish. No strength. After match , jiaxin and amelia look damn pale. Lol. Pe ended ): Next was recess. Ate. Thn lit. Wtfuck. We late 5 mins only thn ms anne ask us to stand in front of the class. Siao. After lit , mother tongue. Do work. Play games. Talk. Hahah. Thn eng. Boring. But still can tahan. Thn danish play lighter , mdm farida scold. Thn danish say found on the floor outside school. And say lighter is to light birthday candles ? LOL. Anyhow. After school , went whitesand. Whn walking to ws , saw simin and shengjia at the staircase there. Idk wht they doing . So i turn. Ite i saw a black cat. I chuatio lahh. Damn eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww. Thn JoJo go c. Me and geraldine faster zao. Thn whn she near to us , we zao. Went mac after tht. And home-d now :D Okay End here. Byebye.

4 more days. ♥

2010-09-29T06:30:00.005+08:00

Hey , its 6.30am nao ! :D okay , have to go school soon. sadded. D: Hmm , but today got P.E. !!!! ^^v Okay , short post about ytd.

280910
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA XIN AND JIAWEN

- Met twinny valentine
- Assembly
-Lessons
- After school waited for Geraldine.
- Whitesand
- Bought present.
- Trained
- Saw R
- Slacked
- Home.
Thats all . Sorry for the soooooooooooooo damn sian post. Lol. Today will be a better one ! :D

6 more days ^^ AWAITING ~

2010-09-27T22:18:00.004+08:00

Short post.
- Went school
- Assembly
- Eng Paper 1
- Kinda wrote out of point. Worried till mad. PLEASE LET ME PASS ):
-Mother Tongue Paper 1
- Wrote wrong add. FCUK-'- After all , still okay
- End le. Tcher damn guailan. Nehmind
- Minimart
- Dearest xinying hug me ^^ aww. LoveYou :D
- Math extra lesson
- Whitesand w/Geraldine , Aaron and R
- Amelia and Jiaxin came
- Waiting for JiaXin to choose her present for like so damn long (:
- Home-d with Aaron and R
- Slacked w/ R.
- Reached home 6++
Done (: Bye

Labels : Life goes on even if you are sad. Time won't stop because of you. Move on cuz tht's the only choice.

Don't Give Attitude For Nothing. -.-

2010-09-24T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hello. Today met Geraldine thn go school.. Had assembly. After tht class. Faster chiong art. Outline all those , ite , Jolene tell me say Mrs Hudd din come today. Wah , pekcek. Thn dnt. Ask jojo help me with the sticking of wood or sth. Impatient. Kip fail. -.- Anw , thnx jojo. After dnt , eng. Mdm farida damn lame. Those who do corrections got 1 mark free ? LOl. Joker. But i guai . Got do :D Thn recess , ate . Gossips (: Next physics. Nth much. Thn mother tongue. Played Gee.T phone. After tht , free period. No assembly. Dk wht happen to Sam and Darren. Thn Mr Yue talk to them. The class very noisy. Mr Yue suddenly shout. First time sial. I chuatio lohh. KNS. Play Gee.T phone again. Thn Jasper super bad lahh. Kip dsiao me. Say i lose. -.- Practice oral with amelia and Gee.T. Amelia damn funny. Read half way thn burp. Wht if she really do tht during oral ?! Hahah. Thn after school. Din eat. Super scared and worried. Gossips abit. :D Went up hall. I saw ms anne , i sian diao. Her face.. Wah. No comments. Waited. I scared until wan go toilet. o.o LOl. Thn my turn. I haven prepeare finish sial. No time. =.= went ms anne there. I damn scared. And she kip interrupt me. I haven finish thn she ask me qns already. Wtfcuk ? But nehmind. Went okay after all , i think ? But somehow still ... Yeah.. Thn damn xiasuay. I dk whr to go out lohh. ! i like kip find the door. Ite , walk here and there. -.- DAMN PAISEHH. Thn chiong down find jojo they all. Talk and gossips with amelia. :D Hahah. Went home thn. Walk under the rain.. Nth much alr. Bye.

Labels : Don't say you love me , unless you prove it.

4 months to MTDC performance !!

2010-09-23T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hello.. Today met Twinny Valentine. Thn go school. I was early again. :D Sit down. Ask geraldine tell me sth. But ms chan kip disturb ! >: Thn assembly. I think hor th new vp damn suay lahh. Just came and saw two caning.. Lol. Went bhind sit.. Thn go class. Chiong geog. Ytd do on paper thn nehver do on ws. Lol. Math next. I love data analysis. Quite easy.. But probablity i not sure... >: Haii.. End of math lesson Jia Xin damn cute. he squeeze my shoulder there thn say you very cute. Hahah Cute. Next recess. Ate rice. Th auntie damn good. :D:D Revise for chem. Wah , nitrate , phosphate , carbonate . KILLING MY BRAIN CELLS. Thn art. Mrs hudd bcum strict. Din do anything. Just slack. Next Geog. Damn suay. Cher ask one question and she jitao call register 5 without even thinking. Normally tcher will like errrr. But she din ! I like shock tio thn I HUH ?! until damn loud. After that i say. Thn she like deaf. But lucky I know.. :D *clapsclaps* After tht she like ask danish " why are you dressed like tht " Thn me and geraldine thought she angry but ite she is not ? Lol. Okay thn eng. Farida asked sam and danish go out sit. Do "test". Wah , sian dao....... I dk how write. Ask alot pepo , all like blurblur. Thn chem. Ms chan go through thing. Thn had "test" on chemical formula. Ms chan wrote out the formula tht i memorise during recess!!! Goddamnit. Thn do. Okay lahh. But not sure correct not. After tht went find xinle. Minimart. Whitesand. Bought frozen yoghurt. Ate. Thn value$$ for oreo. And home-d. Reach home thn awhile jiu sleep le.. Woke up around 6. :D Okay. I go sleep le... OH , 4 MONTHS. ! PEOPLE , MUST GO ! :D Hahah.

Labels : Stay strong. Everything will be fine .

2010-09-20T15:37:00.005+08:00

Met geraldine and i was earlier. Walk to school. Saw this fcuking cat. Okay shall not elaborate. Went school. Ms chan ask simin they all move up. Thn i was like "waitwait , i wan sit" Thn ms chan say , next time earlier. Lol. After tht assembly. Suddenly geraldine tell me say why is tht indian man standing there or sth. Thn i say maybe is our vp. Sit down thn principle announce tht tht indian man is our new vp. We jitao laugh.. Lol. Thn caning. Class and lesson. Dnt. Make until damn fail. Fcuk piss. Due to some reason. Nehmind. Lit next. Do quiz. Tikam one. Thn recess. Emo-ing for the whole recess. Kept quiet. Thn mother tongue . Zhangyan din come. Free 2 period. Shiok. But nid do sihan. Kns. Talk to jasper geraldine sam and darren. We was talking bout this bitch. Ohmy , i really feel like slapping her. KNS. JUST FCUKING STOP ALL YOUR COPYING LAHH. BE MORE ORIGINAL CAN NOT. -.- Talktalktalk. Thn got one time damn funny. Their conversations...
Darren : Cher , he ( sam ) scratch my head.
Cher : Say sorry to him ( to sam )
Sam : Eh , he poke my ass
Cher : So you're the one who cause him
Thn i laugh until bth. Lol. Eng next. Oral again... Thn went whitesand awhile. After tht home. Sry , short post. No mood.
I don't know how long can i persist anymore. This ain't me. I don't know where did the real me go. I've been holding this mask , trying to cover up my tears , for a very long time.. I don't want to be like this. I'm so fucking tired of every single thing. My life has been screwed so terribly. I wanted to walk out of this darkness but i fcuking fail it. Everytime I step out of it , I would see things tht make me ran back in... From now on , I'll never cover up my feelings anymore. I'll be sad whn im sad , I'll be happy whn im happy , I'll be angry whn im angry. I don't wanna put this mask on anymore.. Im tired of it...

Do you even know how I feel ? Do you even care the way i feel ? Do you even know the reason why i don't trust you totally ? I feel so betrayed , jealous. If you don't like me to talk to him , I stop. If you really know how you feels whn i talk to him , thn you should fcuking know how i feel , right ? I can say , the way you text me and the way you text her , is totally different. Do you know how i feel whn i saw her name in your phone. What am i to you ? What do i mean to you ? How important am i in your heart ? You said you love me. But really , do you ? I remember every single thing you said. Do you ? I remember the way you talk to me in the past .. I remember tht i was so important to you last time. But now ? People say , you aint the last person i will met.. Yes i agree. But i insisted to be with you.. Tht's because , Iloveyou. Twice. You ask me if i wanna break twice. Do you know how fcuking hurt i am ? The first time , i forget it. Once again , i trusted you. But the second time , I totally cannot make myself to trust you. You promised me twice. But both of it , you break it like nobody business.. Tht particular day , one question immediately pop out in my mind " Is our love so weak ? Till we cannot even try to overcome this fcuking thing " And then , memories start to appear in my head. Do you know how scared i am whn i think tht i will lost you ? I had nightmares , waking me up in the middle of the night.. I cant get to sleep. I cried. I hold RJ in my hand , tightly. And i think of th day you gave me RJ. You said tht was my bolster and your jacket was my blanket. I cried. Memories flow back . I remember you said , on my birthday , you will bring alot of money and we will go to the catch-toy machine and play. I laughed to myself. I remember you said dont dream of you leaving me.. I remember the place whr we first held hand. I remember the day whn we first hug each other and the next day you complain to me saying tht you wanna hug longer but i let go. I remember the place th date whn you first kiss me on my cheek. I remember the place whn i gave you my first kiss. Do you even remember this thing ? Do you ? When i received your msges now , i felt so heart pain. Cus wht i saw , was a short reply. Unlike the past.. I blame myself for everything tht is happening to me. I thought if i had carried all these blames , things will be much more better. Things will be much more easier for us. But i was wrong.. Instead of being much more happier , I felt tired. Im equally the same. No changes. I've tried to open my heart , and pour out my troubles , and thinking tht i will feel much more better. I think of lies to bluff myself. And i can say , im running out of lies... I've tried so hard to trust you , but idk why i cant. Is it because the way thing are now ? whn im totally a stranger to it ? Or is it because of the times when you break your promises ? But this isnt th thing which make my heart pain. Th thing which make me feel so terrible , is th day whn you saw me cried. And yet you didnt even came and ask wht happen. Until i met you. You just treated me like invisible , walk past. You laughed so fcuking happily.. Do you know th way i feel ?! Its been arnd 1 month since the fight. But i cant forget it. I remember everything about it. Till now , i cant let it go.. It hurt me so deeply. You know , whnever i see loving couples tgt , i suddenly thought of th past.. Whn we were so close..
Whn we met each other almost every single days... But now , i think you won't even care if i didnt meet you for like 5 days ? You ain't you and I aint me.. Do we belong to a two different world now ? Do you still love me ? Like the way you do last time ? Baby , If there is this day whn i really have to let you go , pls understand it. You deserve someone who is better thn me.. Someone who trusted you fully.. Someone who cares for you more thn i do.. Someone who will sacrifices for you.. Someone who will make you less worried.. And someone who will understand whteva you do. I aint the perfect girl for you.. If i really do let you go , pls remember tht i will always love you.... :'(

2010-09-16T15:11:00.009+08:00

Hii ! Let's post about ytd and today. Well , Ytd reach school at 7.23. Thn th cher say you have 60 sec to go to your class. Me and Geraldine faster walk. Sat bhind. Assembly. Thn got caning. Lucky not sitting in front . Thn spot check. MR YUE NEXT TIME SPOT CHECK ME KAY ! He like only say , xinyan pin your fringe up. And thn tell geraldine also and walk away. Nehver check socks or whteva de. Okay thn went back class. Talktalktalk. Change and P.E. Played floorball. Thn Cher group us A B C D. Xin Le go say Asshole Boobs Cock Dick. Hahah. Damn funny. Played. Rest. Got chairs , so we sit down. We all like put our legs on the dk wht thing. Cher saw and say put your leg down. Thn we put. JoJo want take pic. We like one two three , all put , thn faster snap it and put down. Funnydie. Played again Boobs VS Cocks. Thn i play. Th floor like no frition sial. I runrunrun thn i slide . Wthell lohh. Another time is i chasing th ball and i turn and guess wht. I fell. but lucky not very obvious. If not damn xiasuay. HAHAH. My leg rub against th floor. Pain. After tht gather. Everybody like gather arnd me and ask you okay anot. Awww , thnx. I was like okayokay. Hahah. After went back class. Take wallet all those. Thn went down. It was raining. Thn went we walking to canteen . Th wind damn strong and th rain is like splashing in. We all saw , and all of us wask like WOW. Hahah. Okay. Eat and went back class. Had lit. I wan sleep sial. Cher ask us read th passage. I like close my eyes and really going to sleep. But faster wake up. Mother Tongue. Zhangyan nehver come. Shiok. But nid do ws. Thn idk how do so i ask cher , Mr Dk wht. okay i forgot his name. Got one word is 恭维(gong wei ) Thn cher pronounce until very funny. He ask me wht is gong wei. Thn i say talking cus gong wei in hokkien is talking. Thn cher blurblur. He was like huh but he finally understand. After tht Jasper show me his kindergarden photo. OMG SUPER CUTE LAHH HE. Really. Damn chubby. Hahah. Thn last 20 mins , i slept. Shiok. Thn eng. Oral again. Got one part , mdm farida ask mubarika to say. Is cars cause congestion. Thn at first rika say until very monotone. Mdm farida say her. So she emphasize all th word until very funny. We laugh. And all of us imitating her. Hahah. Funny. After school , i ask geraldine do some bastard things. She know and i know too. :D Went to whitesand. Bought potato and apple pie. Nice. Th potato i gave geraldine eat . Thn she funny say wht patch with me le. Cus pe tht time we divorce. Hahah. Okay went 5th floor eat. Took pics. And we was like damn retarded lahh. Enjoy-ed. And home :D

Today reach school arnd , 7.10 ? Talktalk. Thn assembly. Texted waikit. He damn lame lahh. Okay , after assembly talk to geraldine . Next was math. Had math test. Actually quite okay. But i somehow abit not sure.. So yeah.. Hahah. Well , i cant do anything le. So after test , do data analysis. Thn recess. Ate rice. After tht went back class. Mdm Farida dk why nehver come our class sial ! Like forget or wht. Shiok man. Slack. Talk to Geraldine Hafiz JoJo. I cannot do the fly thing sial. Sad. Make alot of noise. Some people damn childish lahh. Was upper sec recess mahh. So waikit was like text me say i can c your class. I say i also can. So i went to the window there look down. He say i can c you. I say i also can. Thn nehver wave to me ?! He say i also nehver. After tht i like dc alr. Hahah. Continue talking. Thn th guys damn bastard. Everyone talking thn they suddenly run in. All of us thought Mdm Farida came alr. So go back our seat. Ite , they trick us. Wthell ? Twice somemore. Thn Ms Chan came. All diamdiam. Hahah. Art. Talk to Jasper Sam Geraldine and Darren. Funny die. 5 oclock. Hahah. Me and geraldine like kip say her lahh. And this woman uh. DAMN BAD. Anyhow draw my paper. Still dare laugh. RIGHT ?! Hahah. Kip laugh until bth.. Thn got one time Mrs Hudd ask who want take art next year ? Same raise up his hand. Mrs Hudd jitao give tht face. Hahah. Laughs. After school , went ws. Ate ice cream and home. :D Pei My hubby ( GERALDINE L.) walk until bus stop. Nice right ? Hahah. Hubby uh , miss you lehh. Better be honoured wor. Hahah. And I wrote this post is all fcuking bcus of you , youknow ? C good right ?! Hahah. Okay end le. Pics nao.

FINALLY DONE. OHMY , TOOK AN HOUR TO FINISH.

That's aint my problem.

2010-09-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hello. Okay let's get started. Hmm , overslept today. Faster chiong. Thn met twinny valentine. Went school. Assembly. After that get class photo. Unglams. Hahah. Thn Dnt. Before we were saying bout something. Cliques know. I cant say. We damn bastard lahh. Hahah. Mr chua came. Talk talk talk. Thn started doing th thing. This Geraldine Bongz uh , damn impatient and lazy ! the acrylic she anyhow do. I see already damn gaowei lahh. Thn help her do. After tht go ask mr chua sth. He explain. But i dun understand. Thn understand already , he go knock my head. !!! Hahah. So We go buff. Shinyshiny. Nice . Geraldine keep complain. Cus hers dk got wht thing. So we go dk do wht again. After tht she scared liao , dun dare do. Me and her after tht damn bastard ( Gl you know ) Recess next. Ate. Bastard again. Hahah. After that mother tongue. Zhangyan nehver come. So slack. Do paper. But as usual , din do. Physics next. Test paper. ^^V Skip. Eng , Without fail again , farida scold. Teach Oral. Geog , Test. Stupid. Suddenly forget lohh. TMD. Okay nehmind. End school. Went canteen. Gossips ! (: Nice. Damn funny lahh they all. But hor , kip kena interrupted thn bcum noisy pollutions ! :D Okay still very good. COMMUNICATION YOU KNOW. Thn they go wash hand. JoJo say she want go toilet. So pei her. Walk until piano there , saw Alvin and group. Kip dsiao lahh.Wah , somebody thr damn look like R. Mistaken Tht he was R. So i walk off . Thn me and Geraldine walk to canteen. But , i chuatio. Cus got another R standing at th table thr talking. I stare until damn long. Trying to figure out which is th real R. Impossible he walk so fast. Like FLY there ? LOL. Thn i told geraldine tht just now tht guy wast R. She was like " REALLY ?!" Damn alike sial. Maybe appearance nia. Hahah. Thn went CG. First thing conductor say was take out score for some kiddy songs. I was like tell xinying , i nehver bring. She tell me she also. I wsa like wthell ?! How to play. Thot got xtra scores. But dun have. I very scared lohh. After xinying wanted to pang sehh me lahh. ): But ite , we din. We run to her house to take th scores. IS RUN. Thn is like we ask another instructor say can we go her house take scores. He just oh okay. ?! LOl. Thn chiong. Come back school. I damn warm already. Run up stairs tht time almost fall. Kuku. Went in. Play abit. Cher ask me play my own ? I like kip dun wan argue. Thn whn blowing tht time , i scared until i kip sweat. Suffocating. Thn continue. Again ask me play myself again. I like kip dw. Idk why i scared or stress thn i kip sweat lahh. Damn gross ! Okay thn play. Break. After break , play syf song. Xinying like damn not herself today. Cher ask her play she nehver play. Thn dun have to , she play. Hahah. At the last part damn funny. She damn joker. Laugh until stomach pain !!! Joke of the day man. Thn after cca , went subway slack. Played i touch. DAMN YOU ROVER TAN MING JIE. I WILL BREAK YOU SCORES. YOU'LL SEE ! LOl. Thn home arnd 8. Took 12. Saw coralites ? Thn saw sorfina. I sat on the top floor. Thn whn want walk down the stairs , sorfina like shouted or maybe in a way that she say very loudly , BYE XINYAN. Wah , i like turn smile wave and faster zao. Cus of sth.... Slack awhile more. ^^ Thn home. Okay , i think done for today bahh. Well , Jiaxin JoJo Amelia & Geraldine Lee BONGZS , I'VE UPDATED . MAKE SURE YOU TAG ! :D

Labels : You want to sign , you sign. Don't want , sua. I just have to tell cher , you dun wan sign. That's all. Im the lousiest , i dc. As long as I know , this is not what i wanted , I do my best already , and this will do. Up to you. -.-

Tmr will be the 4th....

2010-09-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. Let me post about today. Morning woke up late. Met jiaxin they all 11. Though i left house arnd 10.35 to 10.40 , im still not the latest 1 wor. *clapclap* AND i wasnt late. I reach at 10.58. ^^ Okay , thn xinle came , geraldine came and we went to find Hadi. was talking all the way instead of doing STARS. Okay we got try do but stupid thing is that library com doesnt have microsoft word. Oh yeah , and we've did sth quite bad too. We hack into acc. Succeeded wor. But ite , din use much. 3 min only. Poor thing for tht person. Hahah. Due to tht stupid com , we cant do our project so we split work. Hadi left. Me JiaXin XinLe Geraldine Lee went mac. Damn hell lot of people. Kfc , same. Went back mac again. Tabao , went 5th floor eat. And tht chair have bcum our table. Poat pic next time. We gossip. Disgusted you know. 1.15 i still at ws. Sure late for the survey. So chiong , maybe not. Train-ed. Stand for the whole journey. From WS to City Hall. And FROM City Hall to Newton. Legs breaking you know. Reach Newton and im starting to get lost man. I asked people how to go to MOE CCA Branch. They told me to take bus 171. So i went. Took the bus. Asked the bus uncle how to go there. He tell me to alight at after 7 stop. I texted twinny valentine , and guess what ?! I lost count of the stop. I was damn sacred lahh. I like a total stranger to that place and i dk whr m i. But luckily , th bus uncle call me whn reach stop. So i alighted. But , again , Im lost. Ask people again. They told me to walk in. Thn i walk in. I like thot walk wrong way lahh. Cus tht place is like a school. If im not wrong is NUS dk what school. Thn i walk ask people. And FINALLY , I reach. Saw Ms Lee. Went in , saw shawn. Sat down , took survey. Thn split into 2 groups. I group 2 shawn group 1. Group 1 people have to go some "interview" thing , thn group 2 people do another survey. Waited for shawn. Bus-ed and train-ed. Once again , i stand all the way until simei even in th bus. LEGS ACHING. Reach home around 6. Faster sit down. Tired die. I want to sleep le lohh. But have MTDC. Nid go. I late go. 6.50 th leave home. But reach in 20 mins time which is 7.10. Fast eh . Thn play. Played ming you i touch. Cut vege de. Well broke my own record and his too. (: Funny die during the lesson. Home-d And now blogging. I've went out from 10.40 And reach home at 9.40. Woah , almost half a day. Cool. But my legs aching. ): Ohmy , i guess i've to chiong my homework today. So many can ! Burning midnight oil. Entertain me people whn im studying (: Okay shall End here then.

To this annoying person :

BE PREPARED TO GET MY SCOLDINGS . I BUAY TAHAN ALREADY. TOLERATED BUT IT HAS REACHED TO THE MAXIMUM. WELL , I WON'T GIVE A DAMN TO EVERY SINGLE WORDS OF YOURS. I WON'T REPLY YOU NEITHER WILL I ANSWER YOUR CALL. AND THIS WILL MAKE IT DAMN CLEAR TO YOU , I.WONT.MEET.YOU. UNDERSTAND ? SO FORGET ABOUT ASKING ME OUT. SAYING THAT YOU WANT BRING ME OUT OR WHT ALRIGHT. YOU ARE JUST AN UNKNOWN GUY IN MY WORLD. AND I HAVE NO INTENTION TO FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE. DON'T IRRITATE ME ANYMORE. IM DISGUSTED , IRRITATED BY WHAT YOU HAVE SAID AND DONE. AND STOP CALLING ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. CRAZY MAN. OKAY , ENOUGH OF IT.

Labels : If i were blue , would you be there for me ?
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
If im away , would you still think of me ?
And wished that you could hold me now ?
Would you be there to love , to be with me ?
Would you swear that your love is always true ?
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away ?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight ?
Would you say that you always be there to kiss my pain away ?

FCUK OFF

2010-09-08T16:30:00.005+08:00

PLEASE !!! STOP CALLING ME !! ITS HELL IRRITATING CAN. !! KNOW YOUR FREAKING LIMIT. DON'T FORCE ME TO MAKE THINGS GO NASTY ! AND BTW , LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR TO YOU , YOU LIKE ME BUT I DON'T LIKE YOU OKAY ?! NOT NOW , NOT THE FUTURE. NEVER! UNDERSTAND ?!! YOU MISS ME , YOU LOVE ME OR WHTEVA CRAP IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS. YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME. OH YEAH , AND STOP CALLING ME THOSE DISGUSTING NAMES UNTIL LIKE IM VERY CLOSE TO YOU LIKE THIS. IN FACT , WE'RE NOT ! I FEEL SO DISGUSTED CAN !!! OHMYGAWD , YOU ARE JUST DRIVING ME CRAZY LAHH. GET OUT OF MY LIFE MAN ! I WILL NEVER EVER EVER GO AND MEET YOU. SO STOP ASKING !! ARGHH. BECAUSE OF YOU , IM REALLY GOING CRAZY SOON. GET LOST GET LOST GET LOST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Iloveyou , endlessly.

2010-09-08T12:24:00.006+08:00

To my dearest R :
Thank you for your everything , seriously. You were there for me everytime. But yet , i didnt. I think ? Well , i will try to make myself stand up again alright. But i doubt i can.. Im really afraid to fall again. It so painful till i feel like dying.. Sorry if i've make your heart breaks so many times.. Everytime i make your heartbreaks , you didnt blame me at all. Thanks for being so understanding. I guess I've failed to be such an understanding person like you.. Not only this , i think i've failed in so many things lohh.. Ohhh yeah , just ignore that person kay. I promise i won't reply ... anymore kay ? Unless i've to scold him , you know.. I shouldnt talk about him anymore.. Anyway , thanks a million time.. I got so many thing to say. Just that i don't know how to say..
Iloveyou ttm lahh. (:

Labels : That's when I love you. When nothing baby , nothing you do could change my mind.

2010-09-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

Okay. Was told by someone to post.
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Happy 3rd Month !
Went school. Lessons. No assembly. Progress Report card. Fail ENG. -'- Slack with R. Home. Lazy elaborate. Read Geraldine's blog to know more.
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Morning wake up arnd 11. Late ! Slowly do thing. 12 plus went off to MTDC. Hell man. Ding xiao yan conduct. Wah , xiasuay ttm. Totally fail ! Shall jiayous le. After tht home. Whole day kept thinking. No mood. Finally said it. But not everything. Well , i guess i shall keep it to myself... Dun feel like sharing yeah.. Ps. Although i will feel terrible. But still , its better thn telling.. 心不在焉 for the whole day
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Woke up arnd 10. Teevee as usual.. Slept again , hoping that i will forget everything.. Woke up arnd 2. Realise that i will be late. Ate. Texted R. He din reply. Thot he sleeping. Thn ltr he replied. Lucky i not th only one tht will be late. He also. Thn 3.30 left hse. Reach pasir ris arnd 4. R even ltr.. Lol. Slack at ehub. Thn walk to pasir ris park. Walk from one end to th playground super long. Damn lot of people lahh. Thn home. Went eat. Home. That's all. I think i will change link again... Well , shall c how bahh. Help me think of any nice link kay.. (:

Labels : Well , sry for not trusting you 100%. Maybe its the phobia that i have.. Or maybe its because of other thing which i don't wanna say.. Im real sry.. I'll try to trust you fully. But i need time... I really need time.. Im not the xinyan you know last time. So just bear with me a little while. I promise , one day I will be back to myself. I promise , one day I will trust you fully. I promise to try not to think. I promise , i won't slit myself anymore. I promise... But if i really do break my promise one day , trust me , there is a reason behind it. Maybe is just that you don't know.. Im sry. Veryveryveryvery sry..

2010-08-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE !~ Today quite fun and boring ? okay . start from morning. Hmmm , was damndamn late today lahh. I 7.06 still at simei mrt station. Reach bus stop was like arnd 7.18 ? went school w/valentine and gy. Reach arn 7.24 ? Heng , not late. Thn assembly. Went field for th dk wht pushball thing. Slack. Went adventerous. (dk how spell ) All the people like anyhow go de lohh. Hahah. Thn after that assemble at parade square. Damn joker lahh they all. Laugh like mad. After that , went hall. Mdm Siti talk. She said something thn the people like booo. Thn she dk say wht , thn people reply yess. Like damn purposely. After that concert. NICE TTM. Hahah. End le. Thn people started saying the coral cheer. Prefects shout , Red shirt shout. Performers shout. Damn funny lahh. Mdm Siti was like "Enough" But no one cares. Thn she say " Last one uh. " No one cares. Thn whn she talk , th people cheer. AND she said " ALAMAK " First time c she smiled and say all this , w/o being angry. Thn whn she turn people zao. But she din scold. she said " I haven finish talking. Aiya , nehmind. ......" Everybody stand and go. Wah , damn zai. FIRST TIME SHE LIKE SO GOOD. I've change my view on her. NICE TTM. After tht slack w/geraldine. Went e!hub. Bought movie ticket. BROKE ! okay thn went ntuc and fifth floor slack. movie-d. So qiao. Hakeem they all sit bhind us. Hahah. Th show quite funny due to some reason. ( geraldine you shuld know ! ) hahah. After that , went to find Sarah , Lc , Donavan and Benjamin. Reach. Ben damn joker !!! LC grown taller !!! Donavan break voice ? Hahah. Slack at 201 mac. Ben really JOKER. Laugh till stomach pain. He kip do th face and the mouth. Hahah. Thn home-d. After that , met R. Went Eastpoint. Walk here and there. Ite , went dk whr slack. Enjoy-ed :D LOVES. Took pic. He cute. (: IT'S NOT MY FAULT !!!! :D Thn 8++ 9 went home. ( SRY. Din let you c my phone ) ): Reach home. mum bro sis all damn bastard. Kip saysaysay. siao . Okay. Shall end here (: Bye readers.

2010-08-24T19:25:00.002+08:00

WILL THERE BE THE 3RD , THE 4TH , THE 5TH ? OR WILL IT JUST STOP AT 2ND ?
WILL I REGRET IF I REALLY DO WHAT IM THINKING NOW ? OR WILL I FEEL BETTER IF I DOES THAT ?

2010-08-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

back ! Today morning went school. Walk thn suddenly someone hit me bhind. Saw jovina. She scare me lahh. Monrning i haven totally awake the she suddenly hit me. Hahah. Heart attack. Then met valentine. Walk. Then she suddenly tap me from bhind. Chuatio again. Lol. Go class , Do work. P.E. Then mother tounge. Wasnt paying attention. Kip play jasper's ipod touch. Nice. But i listen zhangyan read th compo. Some funny lahh. Thn recess. Chem. Had test. Shuld be okay. But shuld be wun pass with good marks ? All of us thot only ionic bonding , ite i think got covalent bonding or wht de. After that , Eng. do work. Thn Ihum. Hell. Miss Ms Mahtani lahh. Thn went minimart. Ate. Jojo want buy drink , pei her go. Thn she scan th drink , uncle say scan must tell me. Thn i was lyke , Huh , can scan ownself de ? Thn act retarded. Go put my hand there , say : uncle wei she me mei you dong xi de.( why cannot scan ) Hahah. Thn uncle say my hand priceless ?!! wthell. After that , go back school. Met mdm teo. Ask physics. Mdm teo say , this thursday morning xtra lesson will have 4 TEACHERS ? wthell lahh. Thn went CG. Announce committee. JIAXIN IN !!!! Hahah. Congrats pepo who got in to committee. Thn sectional leaders. Thn I m. Whn i walk , zhangyan say , : Xinyan ye shi yi ge hen zi zha de. I was lyke wtfcuk. I whr have sial ?! At first she say huimin de. I lyke victim !!!!!! After that , she started saying bout mtdc , NYAA. Blahhblahhblahh shyt. Thn practise. slacking most of th time lahh. But today fun. :D Ended. Went find giinyi ! DATESSSSS !!! FINALLLYYYYYY !!! Super happy lahh. Ice creams dates with jovina giinyi and aaron. aaron is extra de. Hahah joke. I swear we laugh until can die. THEY SUPER FUNNY !!!! :> They was lyke talking about th dk wht joke and wht food go into th nose or wht crap de. LAUH LYKE MAD HUMAN !! Hahah. Went home. Think want go eat buffet with Aaron , Giinyi & Jovina. C whn they can. :DDD HAHAH. Love dates. Everytyme nehver fail to make me stop laughing !!! :> Okay , shall go makan le.. (: Bye readers ! Blog more next tyme :D

2010-08-15T12:05:00.002+08:00

OHMYGAWDOHMYGAWD! Im sooooo rotting at home. )': i haven draw my art yet. Dnt , totally lost. Dk how do. Oh fcuk. It sucks ! Anw , i wan clique tee !!!!!! Excitedexcited. :D Hopefully , it will success yeah. OH GOSH ! 2days already... D: terrible !!!! Sian.. okay go watch YOG le. Bye. Short post.

Labels : IMISSYOU. Awaiting tmr cus Tmr will be a better day.

2010-08-13T21:12:00.003+08:00

suddenly feel lyke posting. hahah
okay , let's rewind to the morning
reached whitesand arnd 6.50 ?
waited.
1st train , 2nd train , 3rd train and 4th train
R still haven come..
idk whr he is , cant text him.
was worried that he left already.
but still continue waiting
thn whn wan go le , he come.
heng..
sry valentine. made you wait so long.
thn walk. aaron came.
walk with R and aaron
saw valentine and guoyi.
guoyi left
wanted to go minimart.
ite , mdm siti and mr sam there.
dk whye
thn cant buy sweet for xinle.
went school. almost late but didnt
sat bhind with aaron and valentine
mr yue came and ask me and valentine want go infront not
they left space for us.
wanted to go.
thn valentine remind me got caning.
so din go in front
skip
math lesson first
test.
done badly , i think
got a few question dk how do.
haiis.
after test , must do ws.
talk with jiaxin and jiawen
thn chiong math
cus nehver finish no recess
din intend to go after tht
so slowly do
music next
freaking cold can.
thn 1st was jolene's group thn scott thn amelia and jojo thn janice
went back class
eng.
farida damn kp lahh
she scold us say we copy ans from th ans sheet for th compre we did
thn wanted retest.
hello , we dont even have the ans sheet for goodness sake lahh
how are we suppose to copy ?!
siao
sua . do retest
thn reading tht tyme , she damn noisy lahh
kip talk talk talk
waste my time
-.-
next was chem
tht cher super steady.
came in , ask us , want test anot
we say dw. thn she say okay dun have test.
nice !
cher i love you lahh
so ON AND STEADY.
thn she teach.
kinda weird whn she teach.
she talk to us lyke friends
got those singlish 1
hahah
nicenice
if we got more this type of cher , i will be super happy ttm.
thn after tht mr fong came . want check work.
done with it.
find ms lee.
jojo kept tickle her , find her white hair.
she want take pic with us.
thn her class " not happy"
so i said , nehmind , we sec 2 they sec 1 , must let them.
take pic with her , and off we go
went ws.
go to the moving out shop. dk whts tht.
idk nid wait for R anot.
cant find hym.
cant call him cant text.
arghhhh , its lyke hell man !
ite , he call me
went home with him.
took mrt while janice amelia and jiaxin walk to inter change and geraldine walk to bus stop
reach home. slept thn blahblahblah

time flies whn im with you ):
two days cant talk to you..
haiihaiihaii.
can your mother pls just give your phone back to you. ??
its hell terrible whn i cant text you.
)':
whn will you get back your phone ?!
haiis

stop it. really , just stop it.
we nehver wanted to compete with you.
it's you who wanted to compete with us.
we were just doing wht we shuld do.
but yet , you think that we are trying to compete with you...
are you willing to help your friends in the first place ?
be it studies or other things. ?
you ain't satisfied with everyone of us , right ?

2010-07-10T11:26:00.008+08:00

2010-07-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

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2010-06-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

im back posting. Hahah.
today met geraldine
went school.
super shiok cus raining
hmmm, chit chat.
thn assembly
went 1st floor , 4/7 classroom due to some reasons
i dun lyke sial
last year we also go tht class
this year also
some more i siiting near th window
tcher kip walk past
cant text , ltr kena caught
but i still text
hahah
thn lessons
recess damn funny
cus after eating went back class
aaron and dk who running
thn i purposely put my leg thr
aaron say i kick his lj ?
i laugh until bth
thn lessons again
after school
chiong homework
after tht chit chat again
aaron funny lahh
they took random photos of aaron
and its super duper funny can
hahah
yeah , thn went to find ...
thn slack
went cg
cher fierce seyhh
thn idk whye damn scaed.
wan play but cannot eh
lyke stuck uh...
Lol
thn after cg
mac.
(weird)
went home (loves)
^^v
nao posting. kkay.
Done. Byebye.

2010-06-28T22:38:00.003+08:00

( overdue picture )

Today school reopen ?
around 5.30 woke up.
do everything
forgot cut nails ytd.
thn morning cut
packed bag
realise father nehver sign report book
nehmind , tmr give
met _____ thn valentine
went school
thn chit chat
assembly
spot check
LUCKY nehver tio caught
went back class
physics lesson
most of us not paying attention
i very sleepy
thn text _____
recess
din eat
walk pass fnn room
went music room
music lesson
test next next week
?!!!
wanted to go find _____
but cant
mother tongue
bored ttm
eng
as usual farida scold lohh
thn after school
lunched
do homework
cg
ILOVECG
was abit late
and ah qi call me
went class
practise
-break-
went to find ______
ilovethetyme lahh !
but it was so short can D:
thn practise again
end le
went audi
thn talk talk
after tht find ______
again , lovethtymes at thr.
heheh
thn went home
pepo dsiao again
lol
met mummy
buy things and homed
REST WELL UH !!!!!! ):
you know who you are. :D

2010-06-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

Sarah.T here to post for HANXINYAN ! .
Well , today we went out together along with Yeetheng , Lilian & Sihui . Our Primary school clique gathering . ^^
Went to Ehub to watch Kirate Kid .
Followed by aracade .
After which , we went to TM to had our dinner together .
I left around 8pm . But Xinyan & Lilian left at 9+ ? I guess.
Hope to have another gathering like this . :D
I've changed her skin too . I see her blogskin till sian le. xDD
Bye peeps ! :D

2010-04-29T18:09:00.002+08:00

today met geraldine
went school.
tok tok tok
assembly.
ms chan say everyday bring bio since we nehver study during cld star homeroom
first lesson pe
played captain ball
xinle fell
poor thing
but she still play
hahah
thn mother tongue
recess
din eat
home econ
funnydie
kip laughing
me and jojo went insane
got one tyme , i wanted to erase
thn my eraser jus fly out. diulian
hahah
home econ is a laughing session today
thn lit
copy thing
cher was mad at us
first tyme c she angry
thn was farida lesson
scolding session
thn i was doing my chi chao xie
farida suddenly say xinyan pls look up
chuatio
after tht do ws
so relax
finish doing th ws thn can do whteva we want
after tht went whitesand with xinle amelia jiaxin jojo yuting
went japan home bought thing
thn went mac
bought fries
super funny today
idk whye
thn went back class
damn slack
was toking all th way
idk uh. today was jus so hilarious ^^v
took pics.
thn went home
darren kip say he scared bcus of sth
had a bet with hym
hopefully i wun get slap ^^
okay shall end. bye !!

2010-04-28T14:33:00.002+08:00

okay woke up late today.
met geraldine.
quite emo.
thn go school
she bought pe shirt
thn tok
after tht got caning again
sitting right infront again
thn whn hit got water come out.
my leg my hand all tio.
wthell
nehmind
went back class.
idk whts wrong with me uh
damn emo
dun feel lyke toking
kept thinking
head very pain
haii
physics
go thru workbook
but emo-ing
so nehver tok
chi.
had listening
after tht recess
ate rice again
history
at first shuld be got pop quiz but cher no tyme
so ite dun have
bio
cher nehver come
do ws
started to bcum my normal self
^^
tok tok
thn i ask cher
me : *raise hand* i go toilet
cher : *stare at me*
me : *raise hand* cher i wan go toilet
cher : is this how ue tok to a teacher ?
me : errr , whteva. nehmind
fcuk sial
noob shyt lahh
thn after tht whn end school
she walk back door
stare at me
thn i stare back
whn she walk out i shout fcuking bitch ^^
hahah
yeah walk to ws
train home
im jus fcuking emo today
or maybe this few days.
paisehh uh pepo :/

2010-04-27T16:55:00.003+08:00

24/04/10
morning met geraldine and aaron for breakfast.
aaron was so lame can
ask hym buy fhore us.
thn he bought.
give us
i ask hym ue dw eat meh ?
thn he say ltr.
but after awhile he go buy.
crap ..
shared breakfast deluxe with geraldine ..
thn saw yuting and jiaxin
xinle late
8.10 thn come
mubarika came after tht
walk to school.
went minimart
they bought sweet
reach school around 8.30
was late 15 mins
but guess wht ?
they haven even started lesson
was finding room fhore lesson
shuld be in class de
but got pepo having oral
thn go it rm 2 or dk whr
oso got oral or sth
thn go detention room
LOl
studied , use phone , eat sweet , all as usual
thn after tht went home
change , met giin yi
went tampinese mall.
bought sundae , hot fudge
superb nice
but dk whye after eating thn whn c food , i wan vomit
thn giin yi wan find her cake
went tm , century square , t1 to find her cake
but ite still go back tm
thn she saw 1 bag
hesitating whether wan buy anot
stand thr fhore lyke so long cann
finally she decided to buy
thn went to buy her cake at four leaves
went ws , go her tuition centre
wait fhore her father to come
pay her tuition fee
thn went to her chalet
check in
oni got 4 free admission
but all six of us went in
thn 2 of us nehver pay money jus walk in
went her room , 2nd floor. help her prepare th food
went out buy ice all those
after tht went back
thn brought her bro and sis to swimming pool
we went to ehub buy thing
go back.
thn went back room
raining went half way bbqing
took umbrella cover
hahah
6++ huimin shiying jiai came
tok tok
ask ask
gossip gossip ^^
thn 7++8 her friend came
mi huimin jiaqi shiying went to sit at somewhr
spam photo
thn went back pit
went her room
sang birthday song fhore her
cut cake and eat
th cake damn nice ^^
went home after tht

27/04/10
met geraldine
went minimart
went school
go class
tok tok tok
ms chan came
started being crazy
"scolded" those pepo who throw paper ball
ask them clean th floor
thn saw alot of books on top of th cupboard
ask danish they all throw beside th dustbin thr
cupboard 1 oso throw
wht th use of th cupboard ?
put there show off issit ?
cupboard is use fhore putting thing ryte ?
tcher oso nehver use...
thn started saying us
say wht exam coming soon
all book mus bring home by today
if not tmr , throw
hell man
thn first lesson lit
slack
2nd lesson art
slack
recess saw tht bitch , wy
thn yt say wy ask her whye we kip stare at her call her name
thn wy's friend stare at us
diao us
kp sial
purposely sat bside them
-.-
recess over
walk past 1/2
xinle say wx diao her stare her
wanted to ask her come out tok
but ite dun have
walk past sec 3 classes
saw this guy
walk back
wanted to waste tyme de
cus farida lesson
saw farida walking up
so we all wanted to go down by th other side
but the leelaoshi came
walk in toilet
wanted to pee
but lee lao shi go toilet chase us out
bobian
thn history
mother tongue
wanted to sneak out
but a cher look at us opp
fail again
-.-
end school
change
stay in class
play tap tap and alot of thing using jojo itouch
thn 2/15 went hall
napfa
kinda disappointed with th results. :(
nehmind
going home tht tyme
waited fhore some1
he walk past
mood totally spoil
bcus she said sth
make me thing of sth
bcum damn damn emo.
walk to ws
kept very quiet.
thinking about th thing throughout th whole journey
emo
walk home tht tyme oso emo
haii
shall end here...

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should i or should i not give up ?
im so so tired holding on to th past.
but no matter how hard i try ,
how many tyme i said i wanna give up
i jus couldnt make it
i c ue , i bcome emo
i was hoping tht things will change
hoping tht those tyme will be back
i still love you , but do you ?
at times , i felt like giving up , but i did not
this time round , i really have th thought to give up.
baby , im tired of waiting.
im tired of holding on.
should i move on without ue ?
is this the way fhore ue and me ?
maybe this is.
did ur feeling change ?
what's going on ?
ue mean so much to me
i wanna cry.
maybe ue really change.
maybe things aint th same anymore
maybe this pain i had is going to end soon
maybe this is th oni way for you and me
maybe im not the 1 ue r looking fhore
maybe i should give up.
baby , i love you and this is the last tyme im going to say to ue
i dun wan to continue persisting anymore.
im really tired.
my heart felt soooo pain yet i cant do anything to stop the pain
this should be th only solution tht can help to stop th pain i had nao.
iloveyou

2010-04-23T15:53:00.002+08:00

Hello , people !
finally came and blog eh.
kinda busy and lazy to post. :/
hmmm
today met geraldine lee at bus stop.
6.50 she haven reach thn text her
she overslept. hahah
she reached thn we go school
thn we toktoktok
assembly
got spot check
quickly unfold my skirt
thn check , eveything okay
jus tht my sock...
surprisingly my hair was okay
^^
first two periods , physics lesson
go thru wb vol 1
thn tok crap
thn recess
ate
thn saw a bytch
called her name
look at her
thn she stare back
nehver stare liao but she still stare
thn we all , all stare back
bought food
sat down
thn she stare again
thn i stare back
she stare i stare
ite she turn away
i continue staring
thn she dun dare look
^^v
after tht went back class
had eng
wanted go walk walk
waste tyme cus next period is eng
thn we walk past tht bytch's class
walk walk
xinle wanted to go 1.2 class
thn we stand thr
mr chen ask whye ur stiill here
fhoregot wht we reply
after tht whn 1 go 1/2 tht tyme farida came up
mi geraldine lee and tan jitao ran up
thn mr chen ask whye r ur running so fast ?
we say cus farida is here
he was lyke c lahh mdm farida come thn ur run
damn funny
laugh lyke hell
farida lesson was suckish
as usual
scold scold scold
come late thn she scold ask pepo to go back their own seat
thn ltr she waste 10 min on tht
but is she come late de lohh
kns
nehmind
lit next
cher came
mi : cher i wan go toilet
cher : okay
geraldine lee : cher i oso wan go
cher : she go first
mi : cannot
cher : whye
mi : mus go tgt mahh
cher : thn ue dun go , she go
mi : 1 by 1 go very waste tyme
thn cher dun care
so me and geraldine ran out
saw xinle jojo danish standing out thr
sam sabo
came out thn go in tht tyme he shout cher outside alot pepo
thn mi jojo xinle geraldine jitao ran into th girl's toilet
funny
assembly
prefect thing
released
me janice geraldine went toilet
aaron follow
stand outside
went minimart after tht
geraldine bought cane cus she saw thn she ask her mother wan buy not
thn her mother say yes.
LOL
she "sabo" her sisters
hahah
thn buy thing
was playing with tht cane
funnydie
went whitesand
after buy bbt
train to simei
walk home.
^^
okay bye...
tmr going giin yi chalet ! nice man :D
post pic if possible tmr ^^v

2010-03-18T14:45:00.004+08:00

^^ .
Sarahh.T here. Helping lazy pig update .
13 March she went my chalet . Laugh till like siao zhabor .
12 like that she went home . Tmd , nver stay overnight!! :x

2010-01-30T15:58:00.003+08:00

this few days wasnt in a good mood.
wtfcuk. whye am i still stuck in th past ?!
whye cant i just step out of th past ?!
it hurts. it really hurts.
th pain is lyke jus taking a knife nn stab thru ur heart or even worse thn tht
i cried.
im holding my tears
but it jus roll down my cheek.
trying to fake a smile.
in school , infront of pepo , infront of my families
i keep everything to myself.
1 word to describe , terrible
so so terrible
--
perhaps wht ue have said are going to happen nao.
nn idk wht to do.
i tried everything i could to stop tht from happening
n nao i run out of ways to stop
maybe i shuld accept th fact tht it will happen
waiting fhore th day to come
seriously , idw to accept th fact
IDW.
i even try to avoid it.
but th more i avoid , th more it will gonna be happen.
wht m i suppose to do ?
--
i doesnt even feel lyke doing anything
switch on th com , stare at it , dun feel lyke on9-ing , dun feel lyke facebook-ing , dun feel lyke doing anything.
nn jus swtch it off again.
my heart is dead so was my life
there's no more colour in my life , simply jus black nn white
no matter how hard i try , to fill my life with colour , ite its still turn out to be black nn white
i even wish tht i wasnt in this world
whts th point of coming to this world , suffering with all th pain.
i noe im lousy.
very very lousy
i gave up.
im tired of doing all these things
im tired of avoiding things tht i already noe it will happen
im tired of staying in the past.
im tired of making everything back to th same
im tired of being a lousy person
im tired of faking a smile
im tired of filling my life with colour but ite wht i get was th same
im sick of my life.
im sick of everything.
I JUST HOPE THT I COULD TURN TO SOMEONE NN CRY EVERYTHING OUT.

2010-01-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hoho.
using my phone to blog nao.
nice.
Dk nid pay money not.
Kkay. Shall end here. Nite !
bye. ;D

2010-01-23T00:08:00.002+08:00

hello !
okay , i shant say bout th past few days cus i fhoregort wht happen.
HAHAH
met valentine
nehver buy sweet D:
cus chan chan say got surprise spot check
so nehver buy
thn went school
go class
dk whye oso
thn chan chan nehver come so no star
tok tok
math next
hell man !
idk wht cher toking sial
thn all blur
thn suddenly rain.
wah sian lahh.
sibehh cold can
cold until bth
somemore i sit near th fan thn + th wind
recess
while walking i told mr fong udk wht he toking
thn he ask me , ue now free i xplain to ue
thn i straight away say no.
LOl
thn recess over
went class
had physics
HOHO kip tok tok
but this lesson i think is th most interesting 1
thn lit.
i fcuking love lit can
cus can slack. ;D
hahah
though cher come , but our class is hell messy lahh
cher ask us do work
we over there playing
thn me jojo jolene jasper playing paper ball
thn went i throw i hit jasper shoulder thn bounce thn hit sam head
funny lyke hell
thn i play jasper staple
stupid sial
i go staple my hand
thn i shout FCUK sibehh loud
cher heard if im nort wrong
but she din say anything eh
LOl.
superb love lit
thn bio
old uncle came
dk wht name uh
thn jasper was showing me sth , lyke crack his finger ?
dk lahh
thn th tcher point to us thn say ue nn ue stand up after greeting
who cares so stand lohh.
thn awhile ltr he say sit down
bloody shyt
diao hym
LOL.
thn do bio ws
home-d
fhoregort i nid to stay back wait fhore th KENNY TAN lohh
hahah.
aiya , dc. next tyme thn wait. Hahah.
bye :D

2010-01-18T00:12:00.003+08:00

oh well .
thnx fhore those pepo who wished me happy birthday !
iloveallofyou !!
ohh gawd , im old.
tsktsk.
happy 14 !! :D Hahah

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Met aunt , went ep find cousin
train-ed to tamp
ate fish nn co
superb full
cousin gave me a bracelet
nice
thnx !
train-ed to ws
shop
took neo with cousin nn aunt
Haha
thn train-ed back to tamp
watch movie
alvin nn th chipmunks !
:D
bought cake went to grandma house.
celebrated there
nice
come back home
bro bought cake
2nd tyme
hohoho
bro bought shoe fhore me ! ;D
thn now posting
once again , thnx pepo ! :D

2010-01-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

ytd had cca orientation
wthell , th mr sam sibehh wht lohh
supposingly we end at 12.30
but bcus of them , toking craps , we were release at 1 pm
didnt had my lunch thn chiong to auditorium
prepare all those thing
thn at 2 , orientation start
some part very funny
thn whn our turn i was lyke chuatio
cus sth wrong with my dizi
but wht to do so continue playing
xiasuay lohh
thn whn wanted to help them
we were ask to go out
wah , th sec 1 hor , seriously is rude untill nth to say
attitude suck man
bth
nehmind lohh
thn 5++ zhang yan started toking
thn she say those who were in my chi class , can pass up her homework on monday .
wahh sibehh good.
thn went to yoghurt with seniors
we were so stupid can
shant elaborate
they say buy 1 cup $6 free 1 cup
we gort 4 pepo so buy 2 cup jiu ke yi
yeah , thn eat , tok tok nn tok.
thn went home. Hahah.
end post. BYE

2010-01-09T20:59:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
shall start on th first day if school

04/01/10
met valentine at bus stop
went in school.
thn go class.
wthell my class at 3rd floor
walk until very tired.
lousy
thn go in class
anyhow sit
thn assembly
got spot check
ms chan let us tidy ourself again b4 checking
thou i pin up my hair but still tio caught
wtfcuk
pin up everything lyke so retarded
thn cher change our sitting arrangement
lyke wtfcuk can
my place damn lousy lahh.
worse place i ever sit.
-.-
thn recess
assembly
house meeting
thn go home
valentine father come fetch her.
LOl.

05/01/10
met valentine again
go school , parade square
thn all of us act blur
say dunnoe register number
anyhow sit
Lol.
thn assembly
spot check again
same thing
my hair
whteva
thn go class
lessons
but omost a few lesson dun nid study
doing intro
scool ends
went cca
skip
nn home.

06/01/10
met valentine
go parade square again
thn assembly
spot check
hair again
wtfcuk
thn lessons.
thn blah blah blah
went minimart with valentine
thn th uncle very siao 1
ask me nn geraldine are we sister
thn we was lyke no
he say we look very alyke
thn i say no lohh.
geraldine went off
thn come back again
she buy ice cream fhore her sis
thn she say th uncle say whr ur sis
Lol
so rubbish.
thn blah blah blah blah

07/01/10

met valentine again
thn whn walking to bus stop
it started raining
wtfcuk
run to HDB flat
valentine came
school
went to class
cher tok tok
thn lesson
during math lesson , very stupid
cher ask us to intro ourself
say 1 thing about urself thn ue can ask hym something
whn it was my turn i dk wht to say \
he ask qns thn i kip idk idk idk
thn cher skip my turn
say ltr thn come to me again
thn blah blah blah
recess
lesson again
school ends
have cca
prepare all th chair
thn start practising
went home with seniors
funny.

08/01/10

was late to met valentine
but she was even later
Hahah
waited fhore her until lyke around 7.05
thn she ask me go school gate wait fhore her
went minimart first
bought sweet fhore xinle
thn went school
sat quite bhind
ask valentine to sit bhind me due to some reasons :D
thn had a prize giving thing
me nn geraldine was surprise tht some of them took th prize
LOl
thn went class
lessons
thn whn physics tht tyme
i fhoregort bring my workbook
thn tht stupid teo , act 1 big 1 , ask me to stand
thn i diao her
LOl
wtfcuk lahh her
ask me stand 1 side
thn i go c pepo wash th floor
she came nn tok to me
say i jus wan ue to bring ur workbook
ue doesnt have to stand fhore th whole lesson
thn whn she tok i nehver look at her
she say look at me whn i tok to ue
i mean nort th angry type
but who cares
i c her face 5 secs thn i look on th floor
she ask me go back my sit thn i scold very loud fcuking bitch
but i dun think she gort hear
LOl
next was bio
thn school end.
went home
met sis at pasir ris with her friend
thn went buy yogurt ?
thn gort alot coral pepo walk past
she say , eh ur friend lehh whnever a coralite walk past
i was lyke diao
met aunt
subway fhore dinner
went to punggol
thn blah blah
dun wish to elaborate
D:
okay , shall end here, Bye :D

2010-01-02T02:27:00.002+08:00

hello!
cam nn update
alright let me start.
thursday slept at 4am
LOl.
thn my mum woke me up at 10 am.
wthell.
she say she go see sofa w dad nn uncle.
thn say say say alot of things.
thn i slept again :D
until 11 ++ thn woke up.
prepare myself nn went out at 12++
uncle come fetch (:
went grandma house
ate nn off to museum at 1++
went to c mummies.
LOl.
park th car thn walk there
thot gort a shortcut go in but th gate close.
thn whn my uncle walk back
all th pepo c
me nn my cousin say comfirm the pepo will turn back nn walk.
thn we were right
nehmind
so walk to main gate
wahlao th queue was lyke fcuking long
queue until carpark.
thn we walk
saw alot of typically singaporean
they chiong there 1
-.-
LOl.
thn queue fhore lyke 1hr 30 mins.
talk talk talk
finally can go in
thn c already quite disappointed.
step in , ue first c statues
walk in deeper thn ue c mummies
lyke oni 4 or 5 nia
but at least still gort uh
saw cat nn crocodile mummies
thn gort 1 mummies
inside her stomach gort baby
they go x ray thn saw
LOL
after tht went out
wait fhore aunt to come thn go.
my cousin plus me nn my sis was discussing about sorry sorry th dance
funny
thn went to i-dont-know whr
in th car my uncle abit sot
cus ytd he watch a cartoon thn gort tok about dinosaur eggs
thn he suddenly say th earth is lyke blah blah blah blah...
LOl
funny.
reach th place
gort alot monkeys
some very very very small
sibehh cute lahh
thn saw monkey snatch pepo food
LOL
poor guy
went sakura fhore dinner
had buffet
wahlao , eat until damn full
thn whn my aunt go take food
a guy bhind us go take her chair w/out asking whether gort pepo sit anort.
he did tht twice
her whole family was lyke sibehh noisy
especially th grandpa
he kip scold a little boii lohh
poor boii
thn i say he wan be fierce but his voice betray hym
cus his voice is lyke very soft de
thought he trying to scream
LOL
nehmind
continue eating
eat ice cream tht tyme sibehh funny
but i lazy elaborate
Hahah.
everything was nice eh.. :D
okay shall end.
(p.s. / alot of thing i lazy elaborate :D )
next tyme thn upload pics. (:

2010-01-01T03:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! :D

P.S. : idw 2010 D: i wan back my 2009 !!!!!!! ):

2009-12-30T00:54:00.001+08:00

Wah , sibehh sian narh.
school reopen-ing soon
4 more days.. -'-
haii
i nid do alot of re/links
thanks to my lazy-ness :D
heheh.
Lazy type wht happen on monday
go jiawen / jiaxin blog c.
-.-
Bye

2009-12-17T14:41:00.018+08:00

15/12/09

wake up at around 11.
thn 12 plus went to met adriena at dhoby ghuat
was actually late cus we 12.30 still at house
was suppose to be thr at 1
LOL
reach DG thn start to went around finding A
wahalao eh , th mrt station damn big can !
lyke wtfcuk .
thn cant find her
after tht realise tht she was at th another end of DG mrt station
Hahah.
went to P.S. bought lunch with Z ( cousin )
ate thn go wht tyme movie start.
at 2nd floor , i suddenly thot of a shop.
thn go find
walk round nn round nn round but still cant find.
decided ltr thn find
so went to th cinema thr.
watching planet 51
HAHA
thn still gort 1 hour ao went down to find th shop again
finally i found it.
yeah thn ask ask ask.
still gort quite alot of tyme so went arcade
Z play th basketball thn th bball. fly out.
twice some more
hahah.
thn A play , th bball fly nn hit my face.
pain -.-
LOl.
thn i play , bball nehver fly but still as lousy as last tyme
or even worse
HAHA
whteva
thn play play.
realise we were going to be late le
thn faster chiong to th i-dont-know whr buy tidbits nn drinks
taking in for movie de.
sneak in :D
tmd , we tok tok thn fhoregort to get off th lift whn reach -.-blur lyke hell -.-
Lol.
okay thn run up to th whr
thn go in
watch movie
some parts funny sial
some very touvhing de
Z say she gort cried at 1 part.
LOL
thn after movie went toilet
thn we stupid till go to th carpark thr de escalator to take pic
Hahaha
3 siao zhabor :D
going home tht tyme
saw gort neo shop
thn went in nn take
th A deco till oni can c face
okay lahh nort so kuazhang but omost :D
Hahah
train-ed to simei
walk walk c whether gort present to buy fhore th czps ex/chi dancer gathering thing anort.
thn went home.

16/12/09

Went to EP to have lunch
thn went walk around w/sis
after tht met sis friend , E , nn thn go th print thing shop to ask whether can use thumbdrive to print photo thr nort
but too bad cant
so went to meet another friend , Y, thn took bus to Temasak Poly thr
met her another friend , I , thn went to mac
cus I want to charge her laptop
thn while walking to mac
I suddenly ask who isshe (me)
Y : my sis
I : sure ?
Y : yeah
I : she wht name ?
Y : xin yan
I : whye de name lyke SY (my sis ) de ? Is Sy sis right ?
Y : whye gort a Yan jiu shi Sy sis. wah thn sy shuld b have alot of sis lohh. all th pepo who han YAN in their name jiu shi sy sis.
I : no lahh. but is ur sis meh ?
Y : no , sy sis.
S : yeah , my sis
LOl
walk walk walk
Hahah.
reach mac but lyke no electricity or wht de
so cant charge
thn went to th print photo shop
thn they say bo bian mus ask aunty whether can lend their dk wht
hopefully aunty qun be kiam siap
:D
th aunty allow sial
so good.
thn print
thn ask aunty help them cut paper nn punch hole
aunty do it fhore free
good seyhh !
went back to mac to cut th photo
started to do their present
thn help help help
thn I ask my sis how ur bro look lyke
thn Y say whr gort pepo lyke this ask de
Y : whye nort ue ask me how my sis look lyke , thn i say my sis look lyke this
LOL.
funny lahh
laughs lyke hell
thn they say alot of thing very funny de
cannort stop laughing
thn 6 go home
sis go work
i go home
LOL
but seriously they damn funny

21/12/09

overslept today -.-
meeting Wanzhen at tampines mrt station at 9.30 de
but i slept until 8-9 thn wake up
wthell
rush thn off to meet W
late around 15 min
thn went to take bus to tpjc
wthell W make me go wrong way
wasted my energy , some more my leg pain
cross overhead bridge
W talk on th phone while waiting fhore bus
thn she talk to loud until a guy standing bside us look at us
W give th oops face
LOl
funny
thn took bus
tmd , instead of alighting at tpjc , we alighted at pasir ris. -.-
suay sial
lucky thr gort bus 81 lohh
thn can straight away take thn go serangoon
we told MeiQi Huifen Hannah to board th bus at tpjc but they didnt
thn we go first
wahlao sit until very long
W kip saying butt pain
LOL
reach serangoon
waited fhore M they all
thn chatted
ask them wht school they go
thn meiqi put coral sec as 2nd choice.
Wanzhen put coral sec 3rd choice
they knowing tmr :D
hope they come coral !! :D
thn lee lao shi came nn pick us with her son
wah , damn kawaii sial her 1st son !
he paisehh , dun dare tok to us
LOl
walk to lee lao shi (dance cher ) house
went up
thn c her 2nd son
born this year nia
wahlao eh oso cute sial
fat fat de
:D
thn play play play with her sons
after tht her 1st son , I , started playing us
thn he eat we all look at hym
Hahah
W on th doraemon song
thn he dance
LOL
started eating
after tht ms poh came
wah , i chua tio
her hair suddenly damn long
thn she say she go extend
LOl
shiqi came
play play play
blow balloon
thn give her 1st son play
went down
thn play at swimming pool
jus walk in th water
funny sial
thn I came down with th balloon we blow fhore him
thn play halfway fly down to basement
LOL
lucky gort 1 extra
blow fhore hym
chatted again with lee lao shi nn ms poh nn th gurls
suddenly talk bout wang lao shi ( chi dance tcher )
last tyme we call her lao lao shi
cus she's our present dance cher de dance cher
LOl
lao shi de lao shi = lao lao shi :D
we so lame last tyme
thn talk bout cz tcher who married , who pregnant
nn found out sth
LOl
thn ask cher bout their age
thn most of them is .. ( inserted )
thn dk whye whn we wanted to bring I walk walk tht tyme
th balloon burst
gia tio
LOL
thn bring him back to his mama
thn exchange present
everyone wanted I's de
thn i took twice his.
third tyme took meiqi de
so ite meiqi took his nn i took meiqi de
LOl
but still lyke th present lahh. :D
thn went up again
bring his beachball down
thn we play with th ball
volleyball if im nort wrong
thn kip fly in swimming pool
wah thn gort a idk is a girl or boy
help H take th ball
W say H gort mei li thts whye th "boy" help her take
Hahah
thn th ball jus kip fly in th swmming pool
Haha
thn we heard th dont know boii or girl tok
realise she was a gurl
LOl
thn they pour water at each other
went toilet to help them make dry their clothes
went up thn watch teevee
Cher 1st son sleep already.
sadded
thn ms poh tell me quite alot cz cher staying or soon going to stay at simei
LOL
some more they stay is quite or damn damn near me de lohh.
Hahah
thn eat again
play taidi w/Ms poh , Meiqi nn Hannah
Lol
yeah
went back to tampines
train to simei
find mum nn sis
they ate
thn home
Hahaha
fun seyhh today
funny lahh

shall end.Bye :D

2009-12-07T19:14:00.003+08:00

HIHI !
Long tyme nehver post le
so yeah updating now. :D
met yuting , jiaxin , jiawen , geraldine at mrt station
was deciding whr to go
thn yuting wanted go tamp
thn we insisted on bugis
thou she shuld be th 1 deciding
HAHAH
so bad
went thr straight away go take neo.
cus yuting want to
so yeah
was searching fhore th shop.
HAHA
thn finish taking. was choosing th pic fhore th last 6 ones
we said bday girl shuld be have th authority to choose first
but hor , ite still we choose. Haha
thn yuting said , im nort choosing but taking th lefts 1 , th 1 tht ur dun wan thn give mi de
laughed
cousin msg me say her mum wanted to have lunch with me nn her ask me can anort.
thn i said cannort.
thnx god. LOL
thn wanted to eat. but didnt
went shopping at bugis street
jiawen lyke some clothes
but is either she dun dare wear or very big fhore her.
so nehver buy
aiyo , jiawen uh , eat more lahh
too small size le. haha
so after tht went pastamania to eat
me nn jiawen eat
th rest didnt .
trian-ed to tamp
shop
thn buy present fhore yuting
she chose it
she funny lah
say ue take , pretend idk ue buy fhore me de.
thn after paying wanted to give her
thn she say ltr , idk ur buy fhore me
LOL
after tht went to find her grandaunt at swensense
treated ice cream .
nice
but too full cant finish mine
Hahah
yuting 1 very cute
gort a candle on th banana
thn a boii oso today birthday
her dk hu's girlfwend very scary
scary as in bcus she's a tcher thn lyke very strict whn toking to us
so call in a tcher way of toking
HAHA
chit chatted
thn they all suddenly said sth
was lyke so impossible
jiawen said who think they will be tgt , pls raise ur hand.
thn they all raise.
th waitress thot we all calling her to come
so she came and ask do ur need any help ?
funny lahh.
thn we was lyke no
Hahah
anw , seriously , they tok rubbish can
LOL
thn took pictures. Hahah
went to downstair to buy her cake
thn went to th dk wht shop to ask thing.
thn to cs.
thn went back tm to take her cake
me nn geraldine took mrt home
thn jw jx yuting they take car home
nn yet i reach home earlier thn them
i teleported nn this is wht yuting said to her dk hu , named ethan
haha
so yeah reach home
posted.
promise valentine tht today i will post cus gort go out.
hehe
Had fun today :D
pics will posted tmr or wed :D

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY YUTING ; MONSTER !!
13 le wor , dun anyhow hit pepo le.. ltr small kid say ue bully. Hahaha.

2009-11-23T18:28:00.003+08:00

feel lyke skipping cca tmr D:
so sian...
i doesnt have th mood to do anything now.
wtfcuk is wrong ?!
everything went so wrong. _'_
nehmind . Bye

i dun care wht pepo say , i dun care wht pepo think , i just love you.
whteva it takes , i dun care , i just love you.
i dun care whether ue noe anort , i just love you.
i dun wan anyone , except you.
iloveyou , mydear.

2009-11-22T15:59:00.005+08:00

Everything went so wrong without you. I tried to stay strong but i failed. I tried to hold my tears but it flows down my cheek. I tried to forget every single things but memories just keep playing in my mind. If i knew this would happen , i rather not accept you. Not because i don't love you but because i wish you would continue to talk to me. Now , im left with nothing. Did i make the right choice in th first place ? I don't know. My heart hurt to the max until it doesnt have any feeling left. i never wanted you to leave , i wanted you to stay here holding me. But it seems so impossible. Do you know you're the second guy that i cried so hard for ? You don't. You make me feel like im a fool. Are you toying me or Did you found someone new ? I don't know. You hurt me so badly. So many lies.. Time flies. Perhaps , that will be the last message that i received from you , that will be the last word i heard from you. I trust you yet you hurt me. I never expect that you're the one that hurt me. Last time when im upset , you're the first one tht i turn to. You try to cheer me up. But now ? Instead of cheering me up , you hurt me. Do you know while writing this , im crying ? No , you don't. Why don't you just kill me ? Why don't you just take a knife and pierce it through my heart ? Thats the best way. I love you and thats all i know. You lied. Do you know i wanted to tell you that i love you since a very long time ago ? I tried but i fail. You ask me to be brave and say what i wanted to say but i still can't. Do you know why everytime i look at my phone ? Its because i hope there will be a message. Do you know why i wanted to see a message in my phone ? Its because i hope that the person who send me the message would be you. And till now , even if it is holiday , i still wanted to see your name appearing in my phone. Everytime there's a message , i will just hope that it will be you but each time i'll get false hope. Perhaps what geraldine lee said was true " the person you love the most will eventually hurt you the most. You know to me you are irreplaceable ? You know it wont be the same without you ? I want nothing more than to be with you. ~~Baby~~, iloveyou. I dun care what people say , i don't care what people thinks , i just love you. I JUST LOVE YOU ! D':

Sarah Ting , H____ :
Thank for being there when i need you.
Thank for listening to all my craps.
Thank for your everything.

2009-11-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Baby , perhaps this is the last tyme im calling you this. 41 days.. You said we aint meant to be together , nn perhap its true. Just wanna say thanks for telling me that you once love me before. Thanks for being with me when i m upset or having troubles. Thanks for cheering me up when im sad. Don't feel bad about yourself. I dont want to ask you whye cus i know there's a reason for what you have done. I understand. I hope you'll find someone that love you more than i do. I know i aint good enough. Baby , i love you nn thats what i really know. But this aint important anymore. Whatever it is , i just want you to be happy. You said be friends. But i aint believing this. I can believe everything but not this. Just hope that time could rewind. But its lyke damn impossible. I shall just accept the fact. I dont wish to continue writing anymore. Dont feel bad. Iloveyou , baby. D:

2009-11-16T15:56:00.010+08:00

some over due pictures. ;D
lazy update things now .
will do so asap.
probably wenesday thn will update about this few days. ;D
so now jus let th pictures do th toking bah...

i draw 1 neh. LOL

2009-11-15T20:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY JANICE CHING WEN LI !
aka STEPHANIE CHING WENDY ! ;D
LOVE UE MUCH MUCH. !

2009-11-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to my grandma hse to had lunch
nn went off to my maipo hse.
took bus nn alighted at th wrong bus stop
all thnx to my cousin yeah
hahah
took bus again
nn went there
around 4++ went back home
hahah. had dinner
overnight there
today morning woke up at 9
do some hmmm , so called cooking
nn 11 ++ had lunch nn off to meet cousin friends
went her friend hse
play with th dog
thn play true or dare
hahah damn funny can
LOl
went at around 4++
go parkway
thn went mac
slack till 7.30
uncle come nn fetch us
go home nn now blogging
hahah
so short sial th post
hmmm , tmr still nid go back school. wthell
LOL
kkay. bye

oh ya , shiu yee , weiling , ouyuan are so nice ! ;D

To SARAH TING :
hey , thnx fhore helping mi yeah.
nn thnx fhore th post thing. heheh
mi love you ! <33

NN I FINALLY GORT MY PHONE BACK !! YEAH !!

Labels : i love you bi. ;D <33

2009-11-11T23:31:00.004+08:00

Happy 1month , Bi <33

Edited
Xinyan , Happy 1 month with your boy . :D
Hope things go smoothly between both of you . :D
Lastly , last long:D

Sarah.T (L)

2009-11-10T19:40:00.003+08:00

YO !
holiday sux lyke fcuk can
stay at home thn nth to do
every morning lyke no pepo at home
sian lahh
bi at camp , cannort msg him.
wthellzxc.
everyday oni use com..
boring die mi can
today use com from 12++ until now sial very long
jus now watch hot shot.
funny. :D
hmm , how is he now nn wht is he doing now ?
i bet he is tired. D:
i miss bi alot.. ):
nehmind , he will be back tmr
heheh :D

BABY , ILOVEYOU.
1 more day. :D
time flies.
It seem lyke everything happen yesterday.
bi , i miss ue so much.. D:
111009 <33

2009-11-06T18:04:00.007+08:00

YO !
im back posting !
erm , anw , pics will be updated tmr . ;D
okay.
morning woke up at 7.15
yesterday was a bad night for mi
woke up thn sleep awhile thn woke up thn sleep awhile again
bth lahh
LOl
okay. went out to meet lilian nn jingwen nn sarah nn georgina
jing wen big eater lahh
she ate 1 big pack of chips.
nice
thn went to school
went haunted house
wahlao
damn idiot
inside is lyke so dark
thn cant c wan lohh.
ite , is lyke we scaring th ghost insted of th ghost scaring us
hahs
went around
thn 11 went to nearby church to pick jing wen 4th sis
went back school again
thn walk around
saw xuanlin
she holding a pail of water
thn i walk pass her say hi nn splash th water at her
jing wen oso
thn a guy walk pass he pour th whole bucket of water on her
she damn wet can
at first oni infront thn bcum her whole body wet
after tht went out buy things eat
went in again
bought noodles to eat
walk around again
-skip-
after tht we play flour
mdm leong came nn scold us
ask us to clean
we no tissues
clean simi
wanted to go toilet thn cher say cannort
-.-
thn clean norh
after tht went toilet wash up
went parade square sit
th security guard ask pepo to stop playing
thn he blow th whistle to th guys tht is playing soccer
after tht th guys say half time uh.
laugh
thn security guard wanted th soccer ball
1 of th guys say " He want the ball , i give him the ball "
hahahs
he kick to him sial.
thn th security guard ask them to go back
but they continue walking
nice nice
thn we sit there
th security guard come say ur fwend waiting for ue outside
we went out
zhaoyuan ask he chase us out uh
thn we say no , is he tell us ur finding us
ite , he lied.
they bo find us lohh.
sucker
so sit there
thn he came nn ask us to go
jingwen say we waiting fhore her sis
thn he say i want ur to go out
georgina say this chair is fhore parents to sit 1 wht
thn he took out a notebook thn say 1 , 2 thn we laughed nn walk away
he shouted funny izzit
LOl
siao 1 narh
hahahs
funny
after tht went home nn back posting. ;D

*thn in th meantyme we all kip saying he nort shuai. thn i kip complaining. blahblah thn kaopei lahh. sarah , lilian , jingwen , georgina , ur shuld noe who lahh. *

2009-11-01T21:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY , HADI !

OI ! even if mi nn him tgt , ue still can tok to mi ! Dun feel awkward. ! hahahs. 13 already lehh. old already. LOl. kay lahh. Once again , HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2009-10-29T17:38:00.003+08:00

BOO guys ;D
Monday
went to pasir ris beach
clean up th beach
th weather is lyke fcuking hot can !!
some more we walk there sial
stupid
okay so clean up th beach
but its lyke nth to clean
-.-
thn aaron go throw th bag
cher saw thn me , sweetie pie , milkshakezxc , valentine kena scolded
fcuk
thn walk back to school
had recess. damn shiok. 1hr
LOl
after tht went home.

Tuesday
went to army museum nn discovery centre
reach thr thn went to army museum
my , god its lyke so ...
watch video
woah , first 1 quite okay
2nd 1 gort effect
damn nice can.
after tht went to discovery centre
sad to say , its boring.
1/2 cam whored
LOl
girls i mean
thn went back to school.
was tired nn wanted to sleep
but ..
nehmind
went back school.
saw some1 wearing a fake head
stare nn shouted nn run away
wahlao , mi chuatio until wan cry
went fhore cg tok
thn valentine went back
she skip cca. -.-
went whitesand
after tht ,train-ed to simei
walk home

Wednesday
late fhore school
fhoreget it
had interclass game
supporting my class.
won th game
after tht went to auditorium
had a dunnoe wht programme
recess
had talk again
boring die man
nehmind.
thn mr chua release us late
can say he is bias
nehmind
damn fcuk up
went home
realise th door spoil
can go in
so went my grandma house
took bus to bedok
suay lahh.

Thursday
walk 40 rounds cus was late yesterday
wasted 25 min
went to auditorium
was cold inside
thn had inter class game again
lose
wahlao
1/3 pepo violent lahh
push pepo 1
whteva !
win win lahh.
thn vs 1/6
wahlao sucker sial
snatch pepo ball 1.
end of game tht tyme gort a guy say we catch 5 balls lohh
eh little boii
ue catch hu's ball
sucker !
nehmind
1/2 你们做得很好！虽然我们输了但是我们还是输得很漂亮。好过有些人，是用不折手段来赢的。败类。
went fhore recess
nn had home room
nn dk wht
stay back cus mr chen treating 1/2 pizza
thnx mr chen. you rock !. ;D
thn home
kkay done bye

2009-10-25T12:10:00.004+08:00

Jiaxin ,
i think tht post of yours is referring to us.
th reason whye i m writing ur name is bcus i dun think there's a need to hide anything
wht you've said is correct
friendship is just like a puzzle
nn you're one of th pieces inside
if you're thinking tht you're not suppose to be a part of us
thn i should say you're wrong
if you're saying that you're a substitute
thn i sould say you're wrong again
if you're thinking that th picture has already completed without you inside
thn once again i shuld say you're wrong
you said you are glad that school is ending
wht you mean by saying this ?
you've said memories throughout this year is sweet nn also bitter.
its true
things dont go smoothly
things dont go the way you wish it would be
what do you mean by saying all this ?
I dont know
you're the only person that knows
Yes , i did dislike your attitudes at time
But your still my friend after all
if you are thinking that you aint suppose to be with us
thn you're definitely wrong
throughout this whole year ,
we've been tgt
do you know how long it is
10 months .
we've been through so far
nn you've said this now ?
Friday , during pe lesson
i know you have heard wht i said
seriously , i disagree with what you are doing to him.
i know you doesnt like him
you said all that words to him
though it wasnt you who wrote all tht
But why cant you just tell him nicely ?
Have you ever thought of his feeling ?
If the person you like said all those words to you
how will you feel ?
sad rite?
nn this is how he exactly felt.
okay , since you've said tht to him
i cant do anything already
you told me you wanted to ask ... to act as your boyfriend
so as to make ... angry
do you think its a good idea ?
same thing
if th person you like do all this to you
how would you feel ?
okay fhore this , i cant do anything
its your choice.
thn during recess , you left without a sound
we did nothing
nn you suddenly walk away
me geraldine yuting was thinking wht happened
we thot you would come back awhile ltr
we waited
nn you didnt appear
ite , you went back to class
this isnt th first time you're doing it
until now i don't think i should have hide from you
i must say you gave me attitude at times
i was really damn piss
i told geraldine lee
nn she ask mi to just fhoreget it
so i did.
sometimes , for no reason
you gave attitude again
what are you thinking girl ?
i dont know what are you thinking .
yes i know
i also give attitude.
i said you're always with ..... ( that group of pepo. you shuld know who )
nn it was true
you stay back with them to study after school
you go out with them to study
okay , fine i dun care bout this
you felt leftout sometimes nn so do i
okay i dun think i shuld say anymore
"i'm just a SUBSTITUTE which is made to replace one of those pieces which had dropped out of th picturemaybe...
th picture is already completed without me in it
i tried so hard to CONVINCE myself that i belong here
but it's just DELUSION at th very end of th dayy.
maybe i'm TIRED of all those DECEPTIOUS illusions..."
this is what you had said
its now your choice to choose.
we need you to complete th puzzle
we aint treating you as a substitute .
im tired too.
tired of everything.
tired of having friendship problems
Do you think im happy all days ?
Do you think all those laugh , all those smiles are real?
What you've said is all hurting me.
有人说 “家是最重要的。但除了家，朋友是第二个最重要的”
你是我的朋友。这个事实是永远不能改变的。
我们从一个谋生人变成了同学变成了朋友，这都是天意
从年头到年尾，我们都经过了很多的风风雨雨。
我们都克服了这些难题。
我很累。我真的很累。
我不知该要怎么做。
你是我们的朋友。永远的朋友。无论发生什么事，你还是我的朋友。

2009-10-23T21:53:00.004+08:00

eHI PEPO ! long tyme no post
okay nort that long
;D
this few days still okay narh
get back all my results
atrocious man
fhore some subjects
haiix
whts done cant be undone
so just accept th facts tht my results sux ?
okay fhoreget it
wthell
mr chen is seriously damn bad okay !
idk is wednesday or tuesday lahh
i get back my math result
thn sth happened lahh
nn he saw
he go around asking pepo about it
okay nehmind
thn wednesday i saw him
saw i "scolded" / asked him
thn he anyhow say
he say i dk is bcus of boyfriend thn ...
or wht
so he go around asking
i hit hym sial
but nort very hard
thn i told him dun have
thn he say rubbish
okay so fhoreget it
after school i told him i dun have
thn he say he try to trust me
wah piang. hella bad can
so thursday i saw him again
during recess he buying food
i went to him nn tok tok tok
nn he ask mi whether we all ate already anort
i quickly say nort yet. ue wan treat us uh ?
but in fact i did
ahahs.
thn he tok rubbish again
b4 tht was math lesson
thn i wrote sth on my hand
he say he saw wht i wrote
LOl
nonsense lahh hym
tsktsk
thn after school
i ask hm whether izzit him who help mi write my name on my dnt paper
cus i fhoregort to write during exam
thn he at first fhoregort
he say i nehver write xinyan love ....
crazy sial
i hit him again ;D
thn he rmb tht he help mi wrote my name
hahahs
okay.
he damn crazy !
but his good
hahahs
this is th dk how many tyme he is helping mi to write my name
hahahs
;D
okay end post
BYE

2009-10-17T22:13:00.004+08:00

boobooboo ,
today wasnt a good day fhore mi yeah
damn xiasuay lahh.
went bugis
walk walk walk
shop shop shop
thn halfway shopping i felt a little bit dizzy
thn feel lyke vomiting
i thot awhile ltr i'll be okay
so idc nn continue walking
after tht halfway walking tht tyme
all th pepo lyke stop walking
thn i can hardly breath ue noe
nn i omost fainted !!
seriously , if i didnt hold my sis
i think i'll be lying on th ground
feel lyke vomitting
haiiyo scare mi sial.
okay thn after tht im fine already
continue walking
thn at th mrt station thr
i kick on sth thn my toe bleeds
wahlao , sibehh pain sial.
asshole.
after tht went to paya lebar
walk walk walk
thn went tm
eat nn thn shop nn train-ed home
today damn xiasuay lahh !
nn I WAS HAVING A HIGH FEVER.
yesterday at 8++ started having fever
haiix sad
okay bye

Label : xiasuay

2009-10-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

HEY PEPO ! IM BACK !
past few days was having my exams yeah
nn finally today my exam has ENDED !!
omg so happy
okay i shant tok bout exams anymore
hahahs
after school , went eastpoint buy things nn went back
geraldine came too
after tht went to meet mingyee they all
yeah
thn after slack till 2 went to kbox
mingyee very high okay !
hahahhas
wahlao damn cold can
cold until buay tahan sial
LOl
thn 4++ went home
hehehs
having alot of fun anw
tmr going out again ! kekeke ;D
BYE !

Label : iloveyou more day by day. Your smile is th most beasutiful thing i ever seen. Iloveyou. Hold me tight. 111009 <33

2009-10-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY AMELIA ; MILKSHAKEZX !! <3

2009-10-08T17:01:00.004+08:00

haiix
jus simply dun understand
i jus couldnt believe tht ue r this type of person
ue tell mi this thn ue tell mi tht
after a few mintues ltr , ue lyke forgotten wht ue've said jus now
giving attitude ?
wahlao , hu ue think ue r sial ?
nth oso give attitude
ue whr buay song sial ?
everytyme ue wants mi to test people
whye nort ue ownself do ?
borrow things from ue thn ue give mi attitude
thn ue borrow pepo thing jiu okay lahh ?
wht th hell do ue wan ?
pls , stop giving ur suckish attitude
aiya , idk im wht type of friends in ur heart
but i dun think its a good 1
ue everytyme say ue hate who nn who nn whtsoever
but hor , cant c in ur action
dunnoe wht to say lahh.
i try to be better.
but ue aint realizing
i try to accept ur attitude
but ue jus kip giving mi ur attitude lyke nobody business
i try to accept ur character
but ue jus gone over board
i try to not make thing turns bad
but ue make mi done so
i try to do everything i can to be a good friend
but ue make mi thinks tht imma fool
cus ue nehver ever think imma good friend
i try to do everything i can to make it better
but my effort doesnt paid off
idk wht th problems
idk.
whts wrong with ue ? or whts worng with mi ?
ue started to have moodswing nn after tht ue give mi attitude.
idk wht m i suppose to do.
if ue noe who ue r thn pls tell mi wht m i suppose to do.
ue wan , we can have a talk
i dun mind .
pls stop making our friendship goes worse.

" all ship could sank but nehver make our friendship sank. "

2009-09-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY , MICHELLE (L) c(:

2009-09-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

Came here jus to say
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY
LIMJIAXIN ; SWEETIE PIE &
LIMJIAWEN ; DARLING

To JiaXin <3
wei , ue r officially 13 le hor. bcum young adults le . hehehs. as wht i've said in th card . if you nid mi , call mi or text , my phone is 24 hour on. whn ue nid a listening ear , find mi , i'll listen to ue. if ue wanna cry , find mi , i'll lend ue my shoulder. Sometymes we may have little problems with friendship but rmb whteva problem it is , no matter how difficult th problem is , we will overcome it. God has decided to let us be friend , so we must continue to no matter wht happens yeah. Yes , i noe i may nort be a good friend but i'll try to be a good 1. Thou sometyme i very pek cek with ue cus of some particular reason ( ue noe ) but still i doesnt hate you yeah. We may not b in th same class th nex 3 yrs , but you still can find mi whnever ue wan yeah. I may not be able to copy your work. i may not be able to study with ue in th same classroom , i may not tok to ue in lesson tyme lyke we did before. i may not b able to gossip with ue in class. Lyke wht ue've said we still can tok during recess. Yeah , just rmb even if we're not in th same class next year or sec 3 nn 4 , i still love you. cus you're a great friend after all. Find mi if ue nid mi. ILOVEYOU.

To Jiawen
hey , darling. Happy birthday yeah. mus rmb our memories oh. from a stranger to classmate to friends. still rmb how we first met ? hahahs. ;D times really flies yeah. its been 9 months since we have bcum friends. 9 months isnt too long. lets make it longer. to years. to th day we die yeah. :D Im having a great tyme sitting with ue this term nn term 1 nn 2. if im nort wrong.
its fate tht we can bcum friends. hahahs. mus rmb th tymes tht i kip kajiao-ing ue hor. Mai mood swing le lahh. not good for health de. I've said in th card already. so rmb nid mi jus find mi. :D 24 hrs available. hehehs. ue r great ue noe. Everytyme listening my "troubles". everytyme listening to my "stories" thnx fhore ur everything. hahahs. Iloveyou. You nn jiaxin r my greatest friends. :D Once again happy birthday to ue two. (:

ILOVEYOU , THE TWINS !

2009-09-13T21:43:00.004+08:00

nth much.
i nidda study already !!!
its a mus , cannort slack.
hahahs. guess i'll be mia-ing
cus this few days lazy to post.
plus nth to post oso
PLUS nidda study so bo bian
cannort use com ( i say 1 )
lazy on msn too. i very long boon msn
either i on c hu on9 thn off
or dun even bother to on ;D
hahahs.
so nice of mi yeah. :DD
play maple thn i wun on :D
cus will dc at anytyme
lmao
kkay.
Buh bye :DD

STUDY STUDY STUDY !!

2009-09-11T19:46:00.004+08:00

boooooooooooooooooooo !
today nth much happen
2 days bo play maple liao.
hahahs. miracle yeah
;D
valentine some sort of addicted to maple too
but she cant play cus her acc dk wht happen
haiix. valentine uh , dun jealous hor ! :D
JOKE
yeah. ohmyohmy !
haven finish homework
seriously doing art is a waste of tyme
thou i lyke art
00
hahs.
tyme flies , 1 week *boooooom* gone
tsktsk
People , shuld i unprivate my blog or not ?
help mi decide lehh.
haiix
aiya dk wht to say already lahh.
zaijian ;D
( ohgod , sibehh buaysong with a girl. tsktsktsk. )
[ err , milkshakezxc not ue uh. thou its a girl but its not ue yeah :D ]

Labels : How i wish you are mine..

2009-09-10T17:49:00.002+08:00

today woke up at 6++ am prepare myself to go to school
went out of house lyke around 6.50 cus meeting valentine at 7.15
thot i was late so was lyke rushing ue noe
but ite , i didnt ! ;D
went minimart bout sweets
valentine to day buy alot huh
LOl
so went back school after tht
saw jorene was lyke -.-
hahs
thn mi nn valentine decided to go out of school slack first
cus still early
LOl
so went dk simi block thr seat
chit chatted nn went back school at around 7.50++
went upstair saw jiawen (hair weirdweird de )
hahas
our class sat at th bench outside th hall thr
chit chatted again
cher late fhore 20 mins
*clapclap*
thn went in it room 2
-lesson-
skip lahh. is lyke samesame de lahh
10+ went minimart buy things nn off to jiaxin house
okay seriously her aunt very ..... ( erm , they shuld noe wht bah )
nehmind do CME project
thn went to play badminton after finish
hahahs
took a ball from a girl
nn started playing duk simi ball fhoregort
yeah
after tht continue with badminton
hahs
was damn tired
slept in th bus (:
alighted nn idk whye i suddenly felt damn giddy
thn i omost fell into th drain near mscp
hahs
but nehver lahh duh.
LOl. went home nn blog yeah.
waiting to play maple
hahs.
Buhbye ! off to maple
[ plurk(maybe) ]

LOl

Labels : Im waiting foryou to realise my love.
( Im hurt so deeply )

2009-09-09T17:09:00.002+08:00

im bored so came here to blog
hahahs
anw , jus want to thnx jackson fhore helping mi to level up in maple yesterday
hahahs
met jackson in maple 2 days ago yeah
hahs
LOl. he funny lahh.
;D
okay okay. shall end here bahh
im laughing lyke a mad person fhore some particular reason
:D
hahahahahahahahahahs

Labels : cant imagine it :DD

2009-09-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

Boring ~
nehmind.
wtfcukzxc
jus now played guzheng till my hand very pain sial
hahahs. ;D
im going crazy. Bye

Labels : ihatehim.

2009-09-07T15:37:00.003+08:00

fcuk tht idiot school.
give so many homeworks -.-
so kia su.
7days oni lehh oso giv so many homework
some more ask us do self revision
so many hw already
no tyme fhore self revisions lahh
idiot !!!!!
hahs
enuff of tht
omg , im crazy alright
i go around telling pepo I HATE HIM.
hahs
seriously , i regretted ue noe
idk whye tht tyme i so stupid to go nn ....
anw , whts done cant be undone
so no point regretting
but still , i did sth.. ( dun wanna say alright )
LOl
who cares anw.
lalalala.
okay enuff.
Zai jian
Bye Bye :DD

Labels : I HATE HIM.

2009-09-06T16:18:00.007+08:00

hahahs. ;D
finally there is picture le.
LOl

Labels : No matter what , I'll walk or run or jog , till th day i touch your heart , boii.

2009-09-05T18:21:00.003+08:00

2nd post ! ;D
nidda go out soon
hahahs
anw , geraldine lee ,
i noe ue cant let go of hym
but please stay strong nn cheer up
its nort easy to fhoreget some1 nn i noe
but whteva it is i want ue to stay strong
nn be th geraldine lee shi ying ; valentine tht i noe last tyme alright
rmb , all ur friends are with you no matter wht
ue sad , they sad
i am hoping ue to get up from whr ue have fall.
geraldine , stay strong !!

Labels : Geraldine Lee Shi Ying , stay strong !!

2009-09-05T15:25:00.002+08:00

kkay , nth to say cus nth happen
jus feeling bored so i came nn blog
LOl
haiix.
wth. holidays sux.
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I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM ,
I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM ,
I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM ,
I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM ,
I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM ,
I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM , I LOVE HYM ,

LOl. enuff
hahahs.
bye bye ;D
post later barhh. :DD

Labels : A broken love , A broken heart.... How i wish it could turns out th way i wanted it to be....But it seems so impossible... Boii , you know I love you and I know I love you..
ILOVEYOUtilltheendofearth.

2009-09-04T15:58:00.007+08:00

boy , wht th hell are ue doing ? wht do ue wan it to be ? i seriously dunnoe. idk. im speechless. STOP. stop all th things. im not gonna trust ue. im nort nn i mean it. this is wht ue show mi. nn i just couldnt believe it. you can tell mi whteva things but boy make this clear alright , from this moment onwards , WHATEVER words ue say , im not gonna believe it. Because of you , i cried. How good you are huh. *clapclap* fhoreget it. i dun wish to say anymore. pointless. *speechless* :X

Labels : LIAR LIAR LIAR ! EVERYTHING YOU SAID , ITS ALL LIES.
LIES ! WHAT I GET FROM YOU IS ALL LIES.
( fcuk off my life if whteva you done nn said is hurting me. Get out of my life if you're hurting me ! I dont wanna get hurt !)

2009-09-04T14:56:00.009+08:00

today met valentine
went minimart as usual
bought sweets
thn went to school
mi nn valentine was so .....
friday shuld b at parade square but dunnoe whye all of them go class
LOl
thn go lohh
homeroom
get back my result slip
its damn fcuking sux lahh
i nid to buck up !!!
cannort slack anymore :(
thn first lesson pe
ballball again
haiix
someone spoil my mood
regretted !!!
nehmind fhoreget it
thn next was ihum
boring
go thru test paper
recess
as usual
i seriously dk whye ? nn i wanna noe th reason ?
sang birthday song fhore xinle
LOl
b4 math we sang birthday song fhore xinle again
anw shant elaborate here
thn math
had test
i tell ue , i jus couldnt concentrate alright
bcus of sth ! ( her ! )
haiix
fhoreget
flunk th test
was so difficult
nn almost half th class told mr chen they give up
LOl
thn had LSA
sian
music music
i think gort 1 guy is from th " guo ji jiao yi suo " th show 1
nort sure
LOL
th tcher fcuking idiot
she say stand up nn c gort rubbish anort if have pick up nn throw
thn i told valentine say
she's th rubbish
throw her away
laughs
yeah thn went eastpoint after tht
met sis
buy things thn went home nn im now blogging
kkay
Buhbyes ;D

NG XIN LE , HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY !
13 already lehh. tsktsk. hahs. Be happy alright !
(ue shuld know wht i mean huh )
Once again , HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY !

GERALDINE LEE SHI YING ; VALENTINE

eh , dun sad already lahh.
today see you whole day so emo
i very sad lehh
forget ....
remember , i'll always be there fhore you alright
dun think of hym , think of "pongpong"
;D
this is an order . cannort sad already
as tyme past , it'll heals
i noe how ue felt
nn it hurt till can die
let go.
open up ur heart
let the sadness get out of your heart
this is not easy i noe
you will find a guy that will love you truthfully one day
let go , girl
dun walk back to th memories
dun even try to step in th past
continue ur journey
往前走 , 不要回头
you'll see th light one day
dun stay in th dark , walk out of th past
it hurts i noe
but it hurt more whn ue dun wanna let go
girl , stay strong
i noe ue can
rmb , i'll always be there fhore ue
iloveyou alright
so does all ur friends
if you're sad , they wun b happy also

Labels : Boii,iloveyou. You're part of my life. I need you so badly. ILOVEYOU !!

2009-09-03T20:53:00.007+08:00

today met valentine thn off to minimart as usual
bought sweets ;D
thn went in school
wanted to finish my math by copying (duh)
but i realise i did nort bring !!
bobian copy again
jiaxin said she bo bring oso
nn say dun feel lyke doing
thn mi pei ta dun do
LOl
home room !
i fhoregort wht did i do
fhoreget it
first lesson art
art test again
wanted to finish
but i very slow
cant chiong finish
tsktsk
thn mus stay back finish lohh
whn bell ring already
cher say thankyouclass
but we dun care her
we continue doing
cus we wanted to skip math class
drag tyme
LOl
thn math tell cher tht i bo bring ws
lucky nehver scold mi :DD
go thru revision 15
sucker
boring sial
okay .
mr chen is hell bad !!!!!!!!!
he "draw" on my paper a linear graph
ue noe whye ?
cus there is a x axis
nn a y axis
x+y = xinyan
suckish rite ?
thn i tell hym
he laugh
he say he remeber tht
cus yesterday during xtra lesson
monster told hym xy = xinyan while he was teaching linear graph
sucha bad tcher :(
LOl kidding
next was recess
as usual
some pepo pajiao wan lahh
shant elaborate
LOl
mother tongue
spelling nn 相声
but oni 2 group
thn go thru test paper again
next was eng
had test
suckish sial.
i rush lyke hell
handwriting is atrocious man
tsktsk
had DnT
do th things again loh.
nth much happen lahh
as usual.
after tht stay back to finish up my art
hell lahh
chiong lyke fcuk
my sis ask mi buy sth b4 i go home
thn i rush rush rush
LOl
thn went east point
bought finish thn chiong home
tired die mi
Lmao
okay nth to post already
Buhbyes

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY , DANISH

Labels : I just realised I've no more words to say to you. You make me speechless. How good you are alright. Im not your substitute and please dont take me as one. Forget it. Pointless and speechless. -.-

( 我如果没有心脏那就好了 , 受伤不会流血 , 悲伤也不会流泪 . 不需要去偷窃你的思念自我安慰 . 如果我眼神里闪烁不屑 , 可能我心里一半已经残废 , 那一半跟著你走远了的那一天 , 这一半浅浅的瓦解 )

2009-09-02T21:59:00.005+08:00

today saw my cousin at mrt station
fcuking damn xiasuay
nehmind went school.
assembly , craps.
thn vp tell us 1 retard story.
seriously , damn idiot
thn she say wht feed zoo first
shuld be feed elephant first
thn i kip laughing
;D
LOl
after tht
had lit.
nort tht boring actually
cus TH "ANT" IS NORT HERE !
LOL
thn whn i tok to jiawen nn jiaxin ,
th cher came nn say wht r ue doing
thn i turn back say "what ?!!" with a pissed off attitude
idk whye i gave her tht attitude .
eh , i do finish thn tok sial
LOl
next was mother tongue.
had to do th 相声
cher recording sial !!
__
i now thn noe darren 'memory damn good
we gave hym th paper today whn we r suppose to pratice
thn after awhile he can memorise quite alot sial
LOl
haha nehmind
th 2nd cher damn funny sial.
gort a lot of hand movement
tok lyke very ji dong.
hahs
recess thn.
same same ;D
went fhore bio
seriously , th test was nort so easy.
i think i flunk
whn doing tht tyme
i totally fhoregort
-.-
nehmind , whts done cant be undone
thn physics
walao boring lyke fcuk
we've been going thru tht 4 papers fhore dk since 3 week tyme ?
nn i think my paper gonna tear
i kip take out nn put in
:/
LOl
cme stay in class
nidda do a proj soon
sob !
group with monster , sweetie pie nn valentine
HAHAH
we doing bgr thingy lahh
thn went fhore math xtra lesson
went cher reach i kip telling hym , i wanna go eat thn come
he was lyke ue go thn th rest ?
thn i say go oso lohh
after tht he say ok 2 pm go back
i kip argue say 2.05
lol
though he say 2 but i still reach at 2.05
thn cher tok bout linear graph nn i think i understand ?
;p
i look at cher things thn i say th expensive sweet
thn i tell cher say i take 1
robbie they all oso take
LOl
thn cher say dun eat finish hor , very expensive
lmao
we vget distracted alot of tyme
thn ms lee walk past ,
mr chen say i noe ms lee ver chio but pls pay attention
thn i kip asking hym qn
LOl
valentine skip halfway thru
she went home
anw , this is nort compulsary
thn i take 1 more sweet from mr chen
i feel so bad sial
went cher teach th volume
thn they say they go first
thn i follow
lyke i suddenly go..
SRY MR CHEN !!!!!!!!
b4 going i take 1 sweet again
thn they all oso take
after tht no more
mr chen , will give ue ur sweets back de ;p
went minimart
darling saw 1 cockroach crawling towards us thn we shouted
thn a guy/ uncle walk past nn purposely step on it thn kick away
chuatio
thn after tht another cockroach came again
thn uncle say we lyke it so much thn kick towards us
walao shouted even louder
LOl
ite , he step nn kick away,.
-.-
went to ljiamin house
use com play piano
Lol.
hahs
jiaxin kena lock inside th toilet
she lock th door thn cannort come out
ljiamin fhoreget to tell her nort to lock
LOl
use oil oso cannort
thn ite , th dunnoe wht thing separated
LOl
*clapclap*
after tht whn going home tht tyme
mama call
first tyme i dun wan listen
thn she spam mi
answer her call
thn scold scold scold
say wht i ask cher if gort any xtra lesson anort if cher say no ue die
thn i say softly 死就死 lohh 跟好
hahs
saw reynard on bus 3
took 12 nn bus-ed home
LOl
nth already
Buhbye

SORRY , MR CHEN !

Labels : Im not going to trust you anymore. ( nort a girl ) ;D

2009-09-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

yo im at jiamin house now oh !!! LOl ;D

2009-09-01T18:31:00.003+08:00

woke up at around 9 ?
LOl
10++ start using com
msn , blog , facebook , nn maple
;D
thn at around 1++ went nn meet monster nn sweetie pie
at th mrt thr
my mum nag nag nag nag nag
nag damn long lahh
from simei to Pasir Ris
asshole
told her i go study
thn she say dun let her catch mi at ws or dk whr
feel lyke telling her
" ue go lohh. not my taiji anw. i oso bo go thr. no matter whr ue go ue oso cannort find mi -.-"
anw , was late , sry !
went valentine house to study
thn at around 4++ her maid fry french fries
nice nice ;D
fcuking hungry lehh
i skip lunch. -.-
thn do homework lohh.
took pictures
but lazy post
next tyme barh
thn whn go home tht tyme
my mother call.
i kup her phone
thn she call again
i kup again
thn third tyme she call
i ans
say wht my father at home already faster come back -.-
ask mi take mrt
thn take bus 3 walk to ws
train-ed to simei
went home lohh
fcuk siial
i step in th house thn my father say
"i tell ue nort to go out rite. "
thn idc hym
he say
" i very long bo beat ue already hor "
thn i whisper
" beat lahh. my taiji uh ? "
LOl. infront of hym sial
eh pcb
i go out study ue noe
nn he scold
cheebye
feel lyke slapping hym
asshole
argh.
nehmind fhoreget it
okay byebye :DD

Labels : You're jus like my heart. Without you , i can't survive.
Boii , never say goodbye. &iloveyoutilltheendofearth.

2009-09-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

tada ~
idk wht to do narh
so come post norh
i so random huh
LOl.
hell sial
my neighbours baby is so damn fcuk cute lahh
boii boii nn gurl gurl
LOl
gurl gurl damn lyke to eat
everything oso wan to eat
even th floor she oso wanna lick
cute lahh
she once lick my spec !!!
LOl
boii boii lyke to fake cry.
tht tyme spray water at mi nn my sis nn his mum
thn his mum buay tahan hym
take th spray spray thing
nn spray hym back
he nort happy thn cry
cry abit thn ltr fake cry
cute lahh
naughty naughty
LOl.
hahs
everytyme he do sth wrong
we will say cockroach come find hym
thn he will stop cus..
he scared of cockroach
lalala.
okay end here
byebye
this post is fcuking damn random alright
night night pepo

Labels : They so kawaii <33

2009-08-31T16:50:00.015+08:00

today morning met valentine
went minimart
( valentine , earlier thn ue le !! )
LOl
thn bought sweets
went to school
assembly nn all those lahh
started toking crap
LOl
thn walk fhore th 4km thing
fcuking asshole
so boring
nn its expected to be boring
play song
but cher dun care
thn walk lohh
valentine was complaining bout her sweet
say wht gort a smelly taste or whtsoever
cute lahh ue
yuting went fhore th run so bo walk with us
sobsob
hahahs
thn walk walk walk
aaron is so kiampa .
aces day seriously sux alright
ue noe wht ?
coral sec teaches us how to jwalk
tsk tsk
hahhas
saw th bastard prefect
at first i saw hym
thn i shouted basket
jiawen join in my conversation
nn jiaxin told mi whn i shout basket
tht bastard prefect turn nn look
he admitted oh
nehmind
thn continue walking
thn went in school
fcuking warm lyke hell
no wind de
craps again
went back to class fhore home room
our class have some problems so cher tok to us
no nid to noe wht izzit
LOl
wanted to sleep sial
but hor th asshole cher kip looking or whtsoeva
no chance to sleep
no sleep thn msg lohh
recess
same same
thn went to hall
thn started th concert
funny bodoh
was sms-ing pepo
LOl
thn saw th basket prefect performing
so disgusting aye
Lmao
thn show th ppt tht tyme
i .......
so......
nehmind
kip sms-ing pepo th whole day
went out of school.
scolded vulgars.
sibehh loud
hahahs
monster nn valentine shuld noe whye bah ?
at mrt tht tyme so jorene with some pepo
i hack care her
jus smile niia
nehmind
went to meet sarah at tm
saw ms lim with her husband
oh wrong
shuld b mrs tay
-.-
wanted to tell her happy tcher's day
but thr this idiot person who block my way
aiya thn fhoreget it
i msg her already
nehmind
yeah met sarah nn went fhore movie
watch th proposal
damn fcuking sick lahh
at first wanted to sleep
nn yes i did
but fhore awhile niia
first part damn boring
thn th rest laugh lyke mad i tell ue
seriously , if ue r still young please dun look at some part of th movie
its damn sick alright
nehmind.
walk to bus stop saw jorene again
-.-
thn i think she bo saw mi ?
who cares anw
waited fhore sarah bus to come
bus-ed home
aaron boarded th bus at 201
so suckish sial hym
tok crap
thn pepo kip looking
-.-
nehmind
reached home nn im here to blog.
LOl.
i want go back chongzheng !!
kkay nth to say already.
so buhbye
;D

( VALENTINE !! RMB ? CHAN CHAN. ;D ? )

anw , to all chers :
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ! <33

sibehh shiok sial. scolded her infront of her. SHIOK LAHH DEYY. hope she come css more often thn i gort more chance to scold her. she look so fcuking retarded nn still wanna act chio , act lyke as if ue very big , ah lian. Pls lahh , spit saliver nn look at urself alright. clip up th fringe , wanna act guai sibo ? go home drink milk first hor. RETARDEDASS , COME CSS MORE OFTEN ! I WAN SCOLD UE. LAI LAI LAI. I WAITING FHORE UE OH. RETARDED BITCH !! buay song ?? come lohh. REMEMBER IM WAITING ~!

Labels : Hold me tight and never let go. iloveyouboii. <3

2009-08-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

DAMMIT !!!
chongzheng uh chongzheng , whye ur end so early ??!!
ahhh !
hell man
STUPID css whye ur end so late. ??!!!!
12.35 lehh
FCUK THT ACES DAY.
walk shyt lahh
ue gort tyme but i dun have lahh
walk 4km fhore wht fcuk shyt ??!!
nabehh.
everytyme end so late
nehmind
ue end late i okay
but ur everytyme still drag our tyme
ite , 12++ 1 thn we all can go
go fcuk shyt lahh !!
PCB. -.-

Labels : FCUK CSS !

2009-08-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

LOL !
nabehh siial
blogger seriously getting more suckish nowadays
having so much prob
wanted to upload pic
but cannort
bcus of wht ?!
blogger !
haiix nehmind
okay seriously today nth happen lohh
watch teevee , use com , sms-ing
nn blahblahblah
oh , today went tm eat
sibehh funny lahh
th waiter tok till damn fast
lyke bullet shooting
LOl
thn he kip tok tok tok tok
LOl
kkay , nth much more to say
alright thn , bye bye :DD

Labels : boii,imissyouloads..nniloveyou. c(:

2009-08-28T22:34:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , KORKOR !! :DD

2009-08-28T13:42:00.004+08:00

currently toking to valentine !
LOl
morning saw ms yong so called sleeping in mrt
Lmao
thn met valentine at bus stop
went minimart as usual
LOl
thn go class
assembly
damn boring
music next
asshole siial
gort test
whn cher called jorene
i chuatio cus her register number is after mi
nehmind
he called amelia next
i laugh
thn i tok to G.jiamin he suddenly call mi
damn xiasuay
his beat make mi confuse
LOl
nehmind P.E. next
this wan more xiasuay
whn i was playing tht tyme
idk whye my group de ball fly to robbie thr
thn qingyang dunnoe how play wan
he throw thn th ball slap my my face
walao fcuk pain siial
ltr blue black
-.-
PAIN NARH
LOl
thn after tht damn scared of th balls already
recess next ,
funny lahh
thn chi
okay seriously , my chi deteriorate alot sial
cannort already mus buck up yeah
thn go thru paper loh
had math
walao wan sleep already lahh
thn give until so many homework
hellup
:D
took 359 thn change to 12
LOl
i bo liao rite
thn took bus 12
this auntie siao 1
a loyang sec guy was sitting thn tht auntie suddenly say to tht guy ( expression was fierce )
" sit there lahh! haiiyo , ur gort study 1 lehh lyke this oso dk. "
cus gort 1 ahma wan sit
old already so nidda sit
thn tht fcuk auntie go scold
pls lahh say properly marh
pubor
hahahs
seriously nth much more happen.
today is a boring day!
LOl

Labels : Boii,ineedyounniseriouslyloveyoutomaxalright.<33

2009-08-27T21:18:00.004+08:00

today morning saw mr leong at mrt station
chuatio
-.-
reach skool at around 7 ?
hahahs
thn had homeroon lohh.
1st lesson history
had test
OMFG
i think i've done a bad job ue noe
sad !
thn lit
OMG darn happy
i get 29/40 fhore lit test
tho its lyke very suckish
but very good already lohh
i bo study ue noe
hahahs
recess
as usual
finally bought e dictionary
LOl
maths next
very funny siial
mr chen damn paiseh
hahahs
cannort say wht happen
ltr he come find mi
kidding
seriously , i think he really damn paisehh
LOl
eng was nex
presentation again
th cher come in thn nag nag nag
hell up with her
bio next
walao stupid farida delay our tyme
thn we mus faster rush up fhore bio
argh
tired lehh
rain damn big
no umbrella so cant go home
stay back with valentine they all
funny lahh
thn a cher come
meantime i was toking on th phone nn sitting on th table.
he came nn say ( nort angry )
" First , ue're nort suppose to use phone
if ue wanna use phone ,go to th general office to call "
thn i " HUH ?! " damn loud
LOl
thn he say
"Second , ue're nort suppose to sit on th table"
thn i come down lohh
LOl
thn whn rain stop go home
but i abit bad lahh
valentine shuld noe hor
yeah went home.
nn thts all.
update again tmr
" valentine ! , i updated already hor , i good rite ? i noe lahh no nid say 1 (: "

okay
thn now hell sial
catching a cockroach
LOl
damn big lohh.
thn th cockroach crawl under my mum bed
after tht my sis spray th thing thn th cockroach faster crawl out
thn we run all around
LOl
lyke some siao pepo (:
funneh :DD

Labels : TIONGXIM TO HYM ONLY . People out there please stop all the craps. I only lyke hym. ONLY

2009-08-26T19:29:00.003+08:00

25/08/09
had homeroom.
copy math ws
damn tht mr leong
while i was copying , he stand bside me thn dun wan go
i was rushing to finish my math lohh
thn i fake fake thinking of how to do
he asshole.
he stand thr thn i look at him
he suddenly say i cant remember ur name "
thn i was lyke -.-
he say i geraldine
i kip no no no
thn i say my name
he cock ear cannort hear
i say register 6
he go c register 13 which is jiawen
thn jiawen sitting bside mi
asshole lahh hym
waste my precious time
i chuatio loh
stand thr lyke wan scold mi
some more damn long can.
-.-
as usual tok crap
thn had ihum ?
haiix boring
copying math
LOl
thn cher scary siial
i copy halfway
thn she purposely walk to my row there
i faster kip my things
hahahs
eng had presentations
listen listen thn halfway
i continue copy mt math
jus nice i finish b4 recess !
as usual , recess
had mt
continue a show
funny sial
after tht boring
physics nex
omg , its worse
dunnoe whye my class nort hyper whn it comes to her lesson
tsktsk
nex was math
go thru some qn thn do correction
thn mr chen uh
asshole sial
i tell hym idk how do
thn he say i draw thn ue'll understand
he draw nn i c
i seriously dun understand
so i ask hym again thn he take out his phone nn look at th tyme
i was cher cannort use phone
thn he say "aiya c tyme marh "
i say thn i oso can take out my phone c tyme wht
thn he bwg
nn go xplain th qn
nn finally i understand
after tht i ask hym another qn after bell rings
thn b4 tht yuting ask him
thn he lyke " wht ?! ue oso ? "
hahs
but idc
i use phone in front of hym siial
nn he doesnt care
LOl. okay

26/08/09
today morning assembly
lazy say
gort pepo sing song niia
next dnt
damn suckish
boring lyke fcuk
thn i ask cher something
he ask me xplain to hym thn i suddenly dunnoe how say
wanted to tell hym upside down
but actually is nort
very difficult to tok to hym
thn he release us late fhore recess !
10 mins lehh
oways lyke this 1 lohh
nehmind
mt next again
continue our script
-,-
bored to max
eng again
finish th compre
fcuk tht mdm farida
once she step in th class , she started scolding
eh , we did nth rite
thn our class very noisy
she say i bet ur wun finish
fcuk ue lahh
ue come in thn give tht black fcuking face as though we owe ue
-.-
nehmind CME next
thn jolene forgot ask us to go com lab
so waited in class
mr leong came
i damn xiasuay
i eating my sweet , mint 1 , + geraldine de lime sweet
wanted to give xinle thn mr leong came
i faster close thn turn back nn sit down
i haven kip my sweet ue noe !
thn i quickly hide bhind mi
thn th mint smell damn strong
nn tht asshoe mr leong stand bside mi
wtfcuk
but he dunnoe
went 3rd floor
our class thot go com lab so went another way
thn mr leong shouted go bio lab
lucky i haven walk till thr
we tell th pepo infront bio lab
they cock ear wan nehver hear
shouted louder
tok bout career thing
boring wanted to sleep
nn omost fell asleep
but didnt
sibehh boring cannnn
LOl
went home with jiaxin
thn saw shawn tok
sit same bus as hym
dk whye he kip staring at mi nn jx
fhore no reason -.-
kip staring siial
siao wan
few days ago jus saw hym
-.-
okay end here
will update photo ltr
find tht my blog very wordy .
LOl
Bye Bye. (:

Labels : Boii , i need you alright. ILOVEYOU.!

2009-08-22T17:03:00.010+08:00

Girl , I bwg already. BWG !
I've have nth much more to say.
It hurts okay !
It seriously HURT!

even if i anyhow think.
it is oso ur action which make me think this way
IM UR FWEND YET UE LIKE SUSPECT ME
CMON GIRL !
I NO TIME PLAY THIS TYPE OF LAME THING OKAY
WHAT I WAN SAY TO UE ,
WHAT I DISLIKE BOUT UE ,
I'VE ALL TELL UE THAT DAY.
THERE IS NO NEED FOR ME TO UE PSB TO SCOLD UE IN UR BLOG.
GET THIS FUCKING STRAIGHT OKAY..
SUA.
NO NEED SAY SO MUCH
AS LONG AS I NOE I DIDNT JIU OKAY LE.

2009-08-22T11:31:00.004+08:00

yesterday was okay fhore me
morning assembly.
reach skool , tok w/valentine
thn felt lyke going minimart so secided to go
thn whn walking tht tyme
there s this auntie outside thr
i dun dare walk out
thn pretended to wave to jojo nn sneak out
whn we crossing th road she dc
so jiu faster walk
bought sweet thn go back
yeah sing song
tht gurl bside sing lyke fcuk
felt lyke asking her to stop at once
she sing high pitch fhore some part low ptch at some part
难听死了 !
nehmind keep eating my mint sweet b4 taking temp
in th end , my temp is 37.3
my mint sweet didnt help mi !
LOl
thn went back class change nn go fhore pe
play nn laugh lyke fcu.
was telling monster meiix nn sweetie pie sth
nehmind dun tok bout tht
next ihum
okay okay.
recess
same same
math
boring
next lsa
tok bout cyber wellness
watch video
watch b4 already lohh
lame siia
wanted tp sleep but valentine kip woking me up
thn after mr ben. quek tell us bout x-country
walao non competitors mus walk 4km
pls lahh nth to do izzit
siao peh !
FCUK SHYT LAHH
nehmind
yeah went home after tht
w/jiawen nn jiaxin
tht all.
Bye !

Labels : Im afraid. So afraid. I've been thinking all the time. And everytime after thinking , the next feeling that i had was sadness. I wanna cry. I felt like giving up , trying to forget you. But it failed. I need you badly. I had been crying this few days. I don't know. I may look happy in school , but who knows the feeling tht i had. Boii , i need you badly ! I need you !

2009-08-20T17:52:00.003+08:00

BOOOOOO.
im here update
duh
LOl
yeah morning had assembly in class
homeroom eh
ILOVEHOMEROOM
cus of some particular reason
hahah
had some sharing
boring anw
while they was sharing ,
aaron tok damn loud
nn mr leong ask hym to stand
walao , he very old fashion neh
tok abit oso mus stand
abit abit jiu stand.
lame lahh
-.-
cmon man
update urself
this isnt going to stop us from talking
kay nehmind
thn cher tok tok tok
say wht alort of cher complain tht we tok alot after we sit in pairs
wth
we tok same lohh
thn cher say she give us 1 more week to prove ourself tht we can sit in pairs w/o tokng so much.
okay lohh.
thn cher say wht pass note thing lahh
i was listening nn thinking of hym nn something.
nehmind
had art first
went artroom
mrs red riding "hudd" damn wht siia
last monday gort art
but bcus of national day so no school , no art
nn today she told us
either we make up 1 lesson or we do extra work
pls lahh , oso nort we wan de right
nehmind gort test nex coming monday !
art test. -.-
math lesson next
go thru test paper
haiix
was rushing to finish chinese homework
so nort paying attention ?
LOl
thn recess ,
NUGGETS !
nehver eat today
jus drink
(:
as usual went back class
mother tongue
go thru th worksheet
thn cher give us watch wan show
damn funny can
laugh lyke fcuk
:DD
eng
had presentation
-.-
jiaxin first
GOOD JOB SWEETIE PIE
tease her at first
hahs
danish next
he use so many short form
why he go write y
thn like he go write lyke
-.-
thn mubarika next
thn iqbal.
okay seriously , _________________
OMG
i look th ppt
nn find it familiar.
-.-
nehmind
had dnt
lame siia th cher
whn we doing ws he suddenly sing
nn he keep singing th thru-out th whole lesson
nn he say alot of stupid things which i dun think is funny at all..
hahahs
stay back with sweetie pie , darling nn monster meiix
anw fhore ur info
sweetie pie ; jiaxin
darling ; jiawen
monster meiix ; yuting
hahahs
thn tok tok nn tok
thn suddenly say about next year or whteva
nn mi ..............
first tyme infront of them i .....................
haiix
but i dun wan change class !
i wan stay in 1/2 fhoreva
study with all of them !
nehmind
LOl
talk again
funneh siia
had so much fun
tok nn tok nn tok fhore so long
thn gort 1 tyme tok bout gans
funny lahh
hahahs
miss-ed tht moment
thn went to interchange
7 eleven-ed
nn bus-ed home
OMG i told them a secret on th bus
i've kept it fhore 6 months !
6 months ue noe !
nn i reveal it today
LOl
hahahs
lalalala
kay end here barh.
BYE readers :DD

Labels : Boii,iloveyoutomax ! ILOVEYOU !!!! I wanna be with you forever. Dun leave me alright. Im missing you badly. I need you. I'll always be there for you. Boii , remember this , whteva it is im here waiting nn i'll oways be loving you. You're my 1 nn only. You're irreplaceable. I.R.R.E.P.L.A.C.E.A.B.L.E !

2009-08-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

HIHI !
today uh..
nth much happen narh
okay start from morning .
homeroom as usual
thn they tok bout blogshop or whteva shyt
nort listening anw
LOl
physics first lesson
boring as usual.
thn ms kuah ask jiaxin sth
jiaxin ask her wht th question
thn ms kuah suddenly point to me nn ask mi to reply to jiaxin
but she fhore gort my name nn kip saying
cher : ue r shiying ? shiqi ?
mi : nonono
cher : thn ?
mi " XINYAN
LOl
anw , i was lyke chua tio
cus i doing my things
but still i know th question eh.
LOl
thn next was math
OMG ~
nehver teach
but do th question in tb
siian narh
recess next
ate nn walk around ?
aiya same same lahh
ihum next
fcuk i wan sleep cannnn !!!
cher tok till damn boring narh
oh nort realy tht boring anw
but idk whye is still wan sleep
bio next
went to bio lab
nn mi nn valentine was lyke rushing lyke fcuk seyhh
cus few pepo nn mr leong walk very fast
nn we were very slow so faster
but we're nort th slowest lohh
wanna noe whye our class is lyke rushing ?
cus last lesson we were late
late nort bcus we slow but bcus of cher release us late
thn kena scolded still
so mus faster
nn cher say we best class so far neh
LOl
thn tok wht osmosis nn diffusion
oh , jus listen to wht cher say nn copy lohh
did xperiment / practical
wah ,hell damn gross cann !
th iodine soulution or whteva solution look lyke urine
thn put sth inside th solution
nn it bcum blue black lyke shit
urine +shyt ?
GROSS ALRIGHT
hahahahs
went back class
play play play
Farida bo come oh.
happy lyke fcuk
r.cher came 30 mins late
thn hell ask us do compre
nehmind
after school , ate nn went fhore cg
went to my sections
thn giying nehver come so nobody to tok to whn sitting according to section
yeah all section pratice in auditoriumcus outside having oral
so bo bian had to stay inside
seniors play fenyong
nice eh
thn weiren , chairperson
bcum so called conductor
funny lyke hell
(:
my senior oso damn funny can
make mi laugh lyke fcuk
hahahahs
thn after tht cher tok tok tok
release us 50 minutes late ?
argh
met jiamin went whitesand
thn at ws tht tyme
i told gjm tht 1 guys called nicholas
thn gjm shouted " nicholas ! "
thn tht guy very slow
look nn look thn finally noe tht its we call hym
-.-
yeah went around
thn home-d
idiot lah
this guy on th bus
kip stare stare stare nn he's really very talkative alright
pls
dig ur eyes out lahh
LOl
play-ed with neighbour baby
cute lyke fcuk
anw , nth to post so BYE !
take care people. :DD

Labels : Boii , im trying to keep my anger to myself already. But its too much nn i cant stand it. To prevent us to fall out AGAIN i jus keep it to myself. Seriously , i dont know wht ue wan. Im trying my very best to not letting my anger out. Its hard alright. Ur patient or whteva gort a limit i noe but mine too rite. What th fcuk did i do wrong ?! Sua. Dun wish to say already. ZAIJIAN.

2009-08-16T13:18:00.005+08:00

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heyyy !
im bored ~
so jus came nn blog fhore fun....
teehee
lalalalalalala.
yesterday had a terrible dream
OMG !!!!
its bout relationship.
omost .........
hahahahahs. nehmind

Labels : The dream is horrible , terrible ! Please god , don't let it happen in real life.... I beg you...

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hahahs.
hi nn bye nn hi nn bye nn hi nn bye nn HI !
okay. L.A.M.E.
nth yo do siia.
wan sleep but cant.
dunnoe whye ?
im thinking of hym alright.
WTfcukcxzxz.
shalalalalala.
omg !
i haven save my STARS ppt n my thumbdrive
die
okay wait pepo.
oh damn xiasuay .
cant find my thumbdrive !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
die !
okay nehmind. will continue searching later
hahahs
letta mi finish posting first.
kay lahh. i seriously have nth post.
Bye !

Labels : Everytime i received a msg , i was hoping tht your name will appear.
Everytime my phone is not with me , i was hoping that i'll receive your msg after that.
When i have no choice but to delete some of your msg cus my phone memory full , my heart breaks.
All the messages really means alot to me.
Even if its only th word " Hahahahs "
Boii , i really need you badly.
Seriously.

2009-08-15T21:13:00.004+08:00

hihihihi !
kay , i'll start now.
met gl jx nn jw at whitesand
bought shaker fries
NICE ! <33
walk to ehub
bought th movie tickets
watching whr gort ghost oh..
hahahs
walao th service was lyke fcuk
I ask th person whr th screen is
thn she replied mi saying th best seat i could give ue is ...
wtfcuk. i aint asking her this ue noe.
thn she ask mi to rate th service
i was stupid to give her (:
i should give her this :
ahhh nehmind
walked to dte nn jiawen ate fried rice
hahahs.
after she eat thn chiong back
cus omost late
yeah
thn go watch
walao th show funny lahh
i was laughing lyke mad
chua tio at some parts siia
thn jiawen kip touching mi cus she scared
geraldine neh
she kip shouting
thn my ear wanna burst already lahh
i gort shout too !
funny funny funny
th movie still gort different story de lohh.
2nd 1 nicer
hahahs. yeah
after tht went outside kbox thr slack
walao this man came n say ue cant stay here
fcuk up nn i kip scolding
his taiji uh
i stay thr nid ur approval de meh
nabehh
nehmind
went around
hahahs
bought candy floss
damn big can
eat thn jiaxin phone kena
go toilet thn jiaxin accidentally wash her phone
sot already her phone
awwww , so sad
thn something happen in th toilet
took pictures
nn slack
bought lollipop
hahs
went eastpoint after tht.
-.-
yeah , tht all pepo.
BYE ! (:

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Whats the problem with you ?
Why have you been so short temper-ed nowadays ?
Is this your real character ?
Why are you so different from th one i know ?
I seriously dont know.
Im puzzled.
Nehmind.
Perhaps you got your own problems
Thats all thn.

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Labels : I dont know whats wrong with you.
I've been thinking but i just cant get the answer.